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April 2019 Chemo Starters ๐Ÿ’–

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Hi Debi

 

Fingers crossed you don't have any reactions during the chemo and your body copes with both sets of drugs.  Blimey 5 hours is a long time on one day but best to be safe.  Take plenty of snacks and magazines Smiley Happy  My chemo is at 8.30am on Weds.  Really happy I have such an early appointment as less likely to be delayed and I'll have the steroids early in the day so hopefully Ill get some sleep on Weds night.  Let us know how it all goes.

 

Good idea ref the avocado oil for your nails.  I've also read somewhere about vitamin E oil being good to massage into nails and cuticles to keep them supple and conditioned through chemo. Where did you get the avocado oil?  Make sure you keep your rings off for a week post chemo as the swelling in my fingers and hands didn't start until day 4 (Sunday).  The side effects for docetaxel seem to be delayed for a few days.  

 

Hopefully my Oncologist will have a plan when I see him on Tuesday to try and prevent my fingers and hands swelling like the last time.  If it happens again at least I'll be prepared I guess.

 

Hope everyone else is ok and managed to enjoy some sunshine today xxx

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Hi Bramley

I will have the first ones over 2 days then the rest will be on the same day.  I think i have to stay in for 5 hours after the Herceptin and Pertuzumab to check i don't have a reaction to them.  I must say i am not really looking forward to it. 

I have got some Avocado oil for my nails.  Thanks for the tip about rings, i will remember to take mine off prior to treatment.  

What time is your treatment on Wed? i will try and chat to you on here when i am there for the 5 hour stint (although i am not too good on my phone!).

Best wishes to everyone having treatment this week and those of you who don't have treatment this week i hope you are not having too many side effects.

Take care 

Debi๐Ÿ’–

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Hi Debi

 

Bit of a pain you didn't get your heart MRI results but good news that you can go ahead with Docetaxel, Herceptin and Pertuzumab.  Will you need to have it over 2 days for all 4 remaining rounds or is it just for the first one to make sure everything is ok?  The lady sat next to me last time in Oncology had the same 3 drugs.   They were doing one lot first and then the other afterwards so she managed to have all 3 on the same day although I think she was there quite a long time.  I think she was on chemo number 5 so she probably did it over 2 days like you on chemo 4.

 

A difficult decision to stop using the cold cap but it sounds like it's the right decision for you.  I never tried the cold cap so my hair was coming out in handfuls just before chemo 2.  I actually found it quite liberating to take control and get my hair shaved off.  I had a good cry when I saw myself bald, but had a lovely organic shampoo and conditioner lined up and have washed/conditioned my scalp every day since.  I think the hair starts to grow back around chemo 5 for a lot of women so fingers crossed that happens.  Drawing eyebrows on is quite an art so it's good your niece will be able to teach you how.  I learnt how to do it at the Look Good Feel Better session at our local Maggies.  I didn't have a clue before Smiley Happy

 

Don't forget to put some nail varnish on your finger and toe nails before you have Docetaxel as it can affect your nails.  I asked my Oncologist if it should be a dark nail varnish and he said it didn't make a difference what colour it was, clear nail varnish would work just as well to protect the nails.  I had some protective, hardening clear nail varnish in the cupboard so that's what I used on my finger nails and so far they seem to be fine and don't look any different.  I used a coloured nail varnish on my toe nails as I usually do in the summer months.  I'll repaint both sets before chemo 5 on Weds.  Also take off any rings just in case you have any swelling in your fingers.  My fingers have eventually returned to normal size after quite an extreme reaction after chemo 4.  Thankfully I managed to get my engagement and wedding ring off last night using a lot of washing up liquid! 

 

Weather supposed to be better tomorrow but looking unsettled again next week.   Enjoy the rest of the weekend all xx

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Hi everyone

 

Christine18 how did you get on having your PICC line fitted? hope it went well for you.x

 

I went to see my consultant yesterday, unfortunately he hadn't got the report from my MRI through!  He said that i would still be ok to start the Docetaxel, Herceptin and Pertuzumab - which i am having over 2 days.- on Tuesday and Wednesday.  I am having these every 3 week like the EC but i will be having 4 lots so my last chemo will be 13th August then surgery 3weeks after that.

 

I still have some hair albeit thin and grey roots, i wear my wig when i go out and a cap when i am in the house.  I am not sure what i would look like bald but i know this is to come because i am not going to cold cap anymore - it was too painful last time and i didn't feel very well.  My eyebrows are thinning now too so my lovely niece (she's a beautician) is going to show me how to draw them on.

 

Weather here is rubbish today but we went to garden centre to get some plants so i can do a bit of gardening next week if i feel up to it.  I find it best if i have something to do otherwise i am afraid i would be quite lazy.  

 

Wishing you all well

Debi๐Ÿ’–

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Hi Sue

 

We are on the same chemo regime then Smiley Happy. I'm sure you will notice a huge difference on Docetaxel as you have been suffering so badly with nausea for rounds 1-3.   I'm having chemo number 5 next Weds (12 June), bloods willing ofcourse.  I haven't had my surgery yet.  My consultant recommended chemo first to shrink lump, followed by surgery (lumpectomy and partial node clearance).  My last chemo (number 6) is due on 3rd July with surgery 3-4 weeks after then so hopefully by end of July or beginning of August.  I'll then have a 6-8 week wait after surgery whilst scars heal before 3 x weeks of radiotherapy.  Then finally hormone therapy for years I'm guessing!  One step at a time hey.

 

I admire that you are happy to go out in public bald. I've not been that brave, I won't even go out of my front door without my wig on.  I even wear it on my walk/run every morning Smiley Happy 

 

Have a good weekend everyone xx

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Hello Bramley

Yes you are correct - i move onto docetaxel for rounds 4, 5 & 6.  The nurse i saw at my last chemo also told me i wont suffer any nausea so i hope u are both right!! Im really pleased to hear that u havent had any nausea since starting docetaxel.  I have been on the Emend tablets for 2 days post each chemo and they didnt work either!!  How far are u into your treatment? Have u had your op yet? 

 

Today i met up with my work colleagues for lunch.  Ive not seen them for 7 weeks and they were all so lovely and said i looked well.  I cant believe how many people say i suit being bald!! Even one of the doctors said i look good the other day!! Shame im not 20 years younger ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

 

Debi let us know how you got on with your test results today

Take care ladies

Sue xxx

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Hi Sue

 

Glad you are back home.  Ref the nausea, I also suffered for all 9 weeks on FEC with pretty bad nausea.  Like you I wasn't physically sick but just felt it the whole time, like morning sickness for me.  I was prescribed 3 different types of anti-sickness meds and eventually ended up on the gold star prescription of Emend tablets.  I think they made the symptoms slightly less but unfortunately still didn't get rid of the nausea. 

 

If I remember right you will be moving onto the second half of chemo on the Docetaxel (T) for round 4?  I'm really happy to say is that I have not suffered with any nausea since round 4 of Docetaxel.  I cannot believe the difference it has made to not feel nauseous 24/7.   The side effects for Docetaxel appear to be  different and slightly delayed (more like flu symptoms) on day 4-6 past chemo.  The practice nurse in Oncology was absolutely right when she told me that my nausea should disappear on Docetaxel.  I really hope it will be the same for you and you will get some relief from the nausea after round 4 on Docetaxel.  So hang in there and go into round 4 with an open mind.  For me personally the side effects on Docetaxel have not been nearly as bad as the constant nausea I experienced on FEC.  Keeping everything crossed for you xx

 

Debi - hope MRI results for your heart scan were all ok xx

 

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@Runningsue42 wrote:

Hi Debi

Yes ive had 3 different types of anti sick tabs, and they work in the fact im not sick but none of the tablets clear my nausea.  

Good luck with your results today

Take care ladies

Sue xxx



Hiya all

 

I read a while back a comment about a company in America that is recommended for CBD oil. Apparently if you tell them what type of cancer you have and what treatment, they advise on what CBD oil to get.

Does anybody have the company details please?

thanks 

 
 
 
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Hi Debi

Yes ive had 3 different types of anti sick tabs, and they work in the fact im not sick but none of the tablets clear my nausea.  

Good luck with your results today

Take care ladies

Sue xxx

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Glad to hear you are home Sue and have got sorted with injections.  I usually only suffer nausea for the first 7 -10 day after chemo, i found it helpful to eat little but often - even if it is only half of a biscuit.  I know you have probably tried all sorts, did you change your anti sickness tablets? the first kind i was given actually made me worse, so the nurse changed it to a different kind.

I am just on my way to see the consultant for results of my heart MRI that i had yesterday.

Take care everyone.

Debi 

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Hello ladies

I came home from hospital today.  Im on the anti clotting injections twice a day for 6 months.  My tummy already feels like a pin cushion.  I had nearly 4 days in hospital and was good to rest but glad to finally be home with my kids.  I asked today how will they know once the clot has dissolved, they may do another scan in a few weeks so hoping these injections work their magic.  Still feeling very nauseous - i have been nauseous almost every day since my chemo started 7 weeks ago.  Nothing seems to shift it.  One of the nurses on my ward told me her sister had chemo and she said nausea was her worst side effect. 

Take care ladies

Sue xxx

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Debi, I agree, itโ€™s so lovely to catch up with colleagues and a reminder of normality before cancer diagnosis.   I miss work but really want to be better, to look and feel like myself again before I return to a job I love.  At the time of diagnosis, I realised pretty quickly that I needed to put myself first and take 6 months off work (probably longer) to get through chemo, surgery and radiotherapy. 

 

Sue โ€“ I hope everything is ok and you will soon be home. xx

 

As I mentioned in a previous post, I have avoided using Dr Google for anything relating to my prognosis, risks during chemo or likelihood of recurrence of cancer in the future.  I have put my complete faith in the medical team to make the right decisions for me.  I couldnโ€™t even look at this website, Cancer Research or the Macmillan website until quite recently.  I was too scared to look at anything really and was in denial I even had breast cancer.  

 

A dear friend gave me a book called Tea and Chemo, fighting cancer, living life by Jackie Buxton.   It was first thing I read, relating to breast cancer and is about Jackieโ€™s personal experience of breast cancer, her treatment and coming out the other side.  I found it a very positive, humorous and an enlightening insight into her journey.  I took away a few things from the book and decided to do a bit more research for myself on things that I could control.

 

Something that made me feel really angry and I had absolutely no idea about, is the possible link between parabens in shampoos, conditioners, deodorants and toiletries to breast cancer.  I know that this has been mentioned in other monthly threads but just in case there is anyone else recently diagnosed with cancer who also has no idea, I wanted to post something. 

 

There is a lot of information on the web about the link between parabens and breast cancer based on various studies in women with breast cancer. If you are not aware you should do your own research so you can make an informed decision that is right for you.  To put it into context, Cancer Research UK currently state that there is insufficient evidence to suggest that parabens can cause breast cancer.   

 

However, I found an interesting article on the Breast Cancer UK website about parabens (June 2018):

https://www.breastcanceruk.org.uk/science-and-research/background-briefings/parabens/

 

On a personal level, I was angry that I had no idea of the possible link and maybe you are all more clued up than I was?  Had I known, I would have switched to a paraben free shampoo, conditioner and deodorant years ago.  There may be no proven link that parabens cause breast cancer, but I really donโ€™t like the thought of parabens being stored in my body.  For me it was an easy decision to switch to paraben free products, something I could control and do for myself.

 

I didnโ€™t use a cold cap during chemo.  My hair is naturally very fine and I figured I would lose it pretty quickly during chemo.  On the day of chemo number 2 (day 21), I had my hair shaved off.  A decision I have not regretted thankfully.  I have a really lovely wig to wear in public and have received so many compliments both by people who know I have breast cancer and those who I havenโ€™t told and just think I have a new hair style.  I just wear a scarf in the house for comfort. 

 

Another tip I picked up from the tea and chemo book was to wash my scalp every day going through chemo and beyond. Apparently It keeps the scalp and hair follicles clean and healthy ready for new hair growth.   I ordered a paraben free unscented shampoo and conditioner from Green People (on-line) which I have to say is really lovely.  Very gentle, no nasty chemical additives, organic and my scalp feels amazingly healthy and blemish free.  My hair is trying to grow although only tiny very light fine hairs at the moment (after chemo 4).  I have absolutely no affiliation to the company by the way, Iโ€™ve just been really impressed with their products as a first time user.  They are definitely more expensive but I am literally using a pea sized amount of shampoo/conditioner every day so it will last ages.  You can find a 20% off coupon by googling on-line so that makes it a bit cheaper too (discount code VCJUNE20 at checkout if you are interested).  It feels good to massage my scalp every morning in the shower and I look at this as a new opportunity for my hair to grow back healthy using a natural product through chemo and looking towards the future.  Iโ€™ve ordered a scented shampoo/conditioner from the same company for when Iโ€™m through chemo and used up the unscented ones. 

 

Iโ€™ve noticed there are lots of companies now making paraben free shampoo/conditioners such as Herbal Essence, Head and Shoulders, Faith in Nature, Palmers and lots of different ones in Holland and Barrett to name a few.  Paraben free products do not necessarily cost any more than any others, you just need to check they are paraben free (they usually advertise it pretty well on the front or back of the product if it is paraben free).  Iโ€™m currently using Sanex Kids 0% shower gel but I notice that Dove also do quite a few different paraben free shower gels.  I read a suggestion somewhere that it may be a good idea to use unperfumed products during chemo so you donโ€™t associate any particular smell with chemo in the future.  For that reason I put away all of my favourite perfumes and now just using the one I like least, along with an unperfumed shampoo, conditioner and shower gel. 

 

I previously used Body Shop skin care products on my face for years.  Iโ€™m not sure if their products are paraben free so Iโ€™ve e-mailed the company to ask.  Iโ€™m still awaiting an answer a month later.   I may decide to switch to more natural skin care products in the future.  Iโ€™ve switched to Bionsen roll-on deodorant (paraben and aluminium free) โ€“ around ยฃ2.20 from Boots, Superdrug and Sainsburyโ€™s.  Itโ€™s a deodorant rather than an antiperspirant so took me a couple of weeks to get used to but now I really like it and it seems to do the job well. 

 

Anyway, apologies for the long post but I wanted to post something about parabens in case it is of use to anyone also not aware reading these threads.   

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Hi everyone

 

Sue i hope you are doing well and resting lots. 

Just thought i would pop on here to wish everyone well who are having treatment this week.

Its a lovely sunny day so out in the garden it is.  Had a lovely catch up with my work colleague yesterday.  I like to write the days down in a diary so when i have a bad day i can see that not all days are going to be like that and it helps me get through.

Take care lovely ladies

Debi 

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Hi Sue

 

Sorry to hear that you are still in hospital and it's not the result you were hoping for.  Still you have to trust the medical professionals to make the right and safest decisions for you.  At least if the PICC line stays in, it will save you worrying every time about how your veins are going to cooperate.  Rest up and hopefully the blood clot will have reduced or disolved by the time you are due your next chemo. xx

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Hi Bramley

No im still in hospital.  Oncology team came to see me.  Theyve decided to keep the PICC line in as thet could dislodge the clot if they take the line out and then id have a clot floating around my body!! Ive already started anti clotting injections and the swelling in my arm has gone down by 2cm.  The oncologist said the injections will also help to dissolve the clot.  My next chemo isnt for another 2 weeks so we're hoping it will have reduced the clot by then.  They want to keep the PICC line in so they can use it for the blood tests and chemo as theyve struggled to get veins.

Not quite the outcome i was hoping for but need to go with what the oncology team advise.

At least im getting some rest being in hospital as im always running around after the kids at home.

Hope you are all well ladies.

Take care

Sue xxx

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Hi All

 

Debi, my arm hurts a bit if I straighten it and lift it up but can't figure out if it's a damaged vein or a bruised bone or something.  I'm trying to have most of my blood tests and chemo on my right hand/arm as the cancer is in my right breast.  I haven't had surgery yet so I can use either arm but I figure I may as well try and use the right arm primarily to leave the veins in good shape on my left arm for future blood tests etc post surgery.  Hope your heart MRI is all ok on Monday and your first dose of Docetaxil goes well on Tuesday xx

 

A couple of you mentioned watery/gritty/blurry eyes and yes I'm experiencing that too.  Haven't used anything but have just put it down to the chemo drugs.  I apply eye make up most days if I'm going out and about but not had any issues before chemo.  I think my eyelashes are now beginning to come out as I've noticed they are very sparce when I try to apply mascara.  Eyebrows also pretty sparce and much lighter in colour so having to fill in with an eyebrow pencil if going out so I can see them again!  Only hairs that appear to be completely unaffected by chemo are those on my legs, lol.. now it would be very handy if they disappeared for a few months!

 

Christine - hope your PICC line fitting goes well and without issue today. 

 

Sue - hope you managed to get your PICC sorted and you are out of hospital?  Did they take it out?

 

Weather sunny here today.  I'm making the most of being in week 3 before chemo 5 next Weds Smiley Happy  Hope everyone is doing ok xx

 

 

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Hi everyone

I have blood thinning medication for DVT's (blood clot in the leg) from 3 and 5 years ago.  My clots were called 'unprovoked' clots, which means they don't know why they happened.  My consultant changed me from wafarin tablets to tinzaparin injections while i am on chemo as it is easier to stop these before i have my surgery. You will be fine on the blood thinners because they help to prevent any more clots forming.  Your nurses will be able to answer any concerns you have, try not to worry.

My week as been a good week so far, my energy levels are up and my dizziness as gone.  I have a heart MRI on Thursday and see my consultant Friday, bloods next Monday before Docetaxil on Tuesday and Herceptin and Pertuzumab on Wednesday!

My eyes are just a bit gritty on a morning but once i am up and about they are ok.

Has anyone suffered from sore arm veins? I haven't had surgery yet so i think it might be from the chemo.

The sun is trying to get out here in Yorkshire, it makes all the difference when you can get out and about, even if it is only to potter around the garden. 

Sending strength and hugs to all those struggling with side effects, we are getting through this.

Debi ๐Ÿ’–

 

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Hi christine

Im so sorry to make u worry about the PICC line.  I know there are risks with things like this and im sure the nurse did explain it to me at the time but im just very anxious about it.  They didnt say how the clot has formed.  Maybe have a chat with your nurse tomoro? 

Sue xxx

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Iโ€™m nervous now as Iโ€™m getting my PICC line fitted tomorrow! Did they say how it could have been prevented? Should I still go ahead with mine? I just canโ€™t bear having another 4 cannula attempts each week. Got my 9th weekly Chemo session tomorrow after my cardiology appointment and PICC line insertion. Going to be a busy day! 

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Thank you kelly xxx

I wish id never had the PICC fitted and id read up about the risks of blood clots as im now very anxious about the fact i have a blood clot in my body and ill be on injections for the next 6 months to dissolve the clot and prevent it from coming back.  As if im not putting my body through enough already with the chemo and radiotherapy ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข

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Hiya Sue

 

sorry to hear you are in hospital. Just wanted to pass on best wishes. X

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Hi ladies how are we all doing?

Im about to spend the 2nd night in hospital because i have a blood clot in my PICC line!! I went to get it cleaned yesterday and my arm and neck was swollen, i felt very sick and faint so i got sent to a&e for a scan which confirmed there is a clot.  Im hoping it will be taken out tomoro and go home the same day.  Ill be on anti clotting injections for the next 6 months which will hopefully dissolve the clot.  The docs discussed putting in a new line but ive said no as not going through this again!!!

Anyone else had or heard of this?

Sue xx

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I am also suffering more with a watery eye. 

 

I do get grass related hay fever but this is worse than I've had for years with no let up.

I've been told I can take allergy meds to help

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Hi all

 

im having number 10 of my weekly chemo tomorrow & just wondered if any of you have had any issues with your eyes? My left eye is very watery, sticky & puffy. Any one else had an issues? Iโ€™m going to see what the nurse says on the day unit tomorrow when I told them Monday they said it could be pollen? But I donโ€™t normally suffer. Thanks ๐Ÿ™ 

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Evening

 

Phet - yes we must stop feeling our lumps, it will drive us to distraction trying to figure out what chemo is doing to it.  If the side effects of chemo are anything to go by the lumps should be getting nuked in the process with any luck!  They are pretty potent drugs. Glad you are doing ok and have got through the first week on your first round of docetaxel.  I'm always relieved to get into the 2nd week as the side effects start to get less.  Yes water, water and drink more water is definitely the key to surviving chemo.  I literally keep downing a glass of water every time I am near the sink. It doesn't taste very nice but needs must and yes it makes you feel better.  Sounds like you have a few lessons learned for next round.  It's really strange how you get into a 3 week cycle isn't it to prepare for the next round.  It literally takes over your life.

 

Pollensa - yes the CT scan is the quick one where it tells you to hold your breath and you move in and out of the tunnel. It's much quicker than MRI scan where you literally have to lay still for ages.  Hope it all goes ok and don't be afraid to tell the staff if you are feeling anxious.  I'm sure they will understand.

 

Oots - hope the dry cough is getting a bit easier.  Chemo certainly makes us far more vulnerable to germs. Our bodies are certainly going through it. 

 

My hands are slowly recovering thank goodness. Slightly less swollen and lots of peeling skin now.  Very unattractive but oh well at least I can use them again Smiley Happy 

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Hi all, 

 

Bramley - I completely agree about the emotional side of things being hard, especially with neoadjuvant chemo. I'm still not sure if my lump is shrinking, though I think it is softer now, and the more I feel it the more I'm convinced it's actually growing! For this reason my oncologist told me to stop feeling it but it is hard....

 

Pollensa - good luck with your CT. I also hate scans and the whole process is just so unpleasant. I keep telling myself I have to get used to them as they'll be happening for years into the future (I'm especially trying to develop strategies to help with scanxiety) but it's tricky. 

 

Oots - I'm so sorry to hear about your cough! You had been doing so well on the TC regime. You're right that every little thing hits us harder when we're post-chemo. I'm finding that hard with the Docetaxel - unlike the EC, when I went rapidly downhill after infusion and then crawled back up pretty consistently, on this drug it's ups and downs - I feel fine one day and rubbish the next...

 

I'm on day 6 now since my first Docetaxel and it hasn't been an easy ride but it hasn't been terrible, and even on my bad days I still think I prefer this to the side effects of the EC (which left me prostrate in bed and unable to sit up for days). As predicted, I felt good on days 1-3, started to get achey muscles on evening of day 3, and felt very weak and achey with a very sore throat days 4-5. I spent 4 hours yesterday at the hospital bc my temperature spiked (to 38.6 according to my ear thermometer!) - when I went in it had gone down and they checked me and I had no infection etc so they think it was my body responding in some way to the chemo. But they gave me a saline drip for an hour and I felt much better, which made me realise I'm not drinking enough water. 

 

So far the lessons I've learned from this round that I'll carry through to round 2 of Docetaxel, and may help others: 

1. Drink water until you think you can't drink any more, then have some more. Once the hospital hydrated me yesterday, I realised how much I was suffering from lack of water, even though I'd been drinking 2 liters a day

2. Constipation - I've been taking codeine for the joint pains and unsurprisingly got very constipated. The hospital had given me Laxido sachets and I only started using them once I was already blocked up - next time I'll start using them straight away along with the codeine, to try and keep regular. 

3. Painkillers - I took the advice of some other threads and essentially started taking these on day 3 no matter what. I think they've kept most of the worst pains at bay - I haven't had the terrible stabbing pains other people have described (inshallah). They don't stop the muscle aches and I do still feel stiff and tired but not in terrible pain. I take codeine roughly every 6 hours, and paracetamol every 6 hours, and I space them out to stretch out the effects - so I take 2 paracetamol 3 hours after 2 codeine and alternate like that. I've also been taking a Clarityn every day which is meant to help with bone pain - again, not sure if it is working as I did it from the beginning but I haven't suffered terribly so that might have helped. 

 

I've noticed a bit of pins and needles in my hands but not terribly, and only when I'm lying still for a long time (so when I wake up I notice it). I haven't had blisters etc on my feet yet, but I've been wearing slippers around the house to protect the soles of my feet just in case. I'm definitely losing my eyebrows and my eyelashes are starting to thin too - not looking forward to that bit as I know it will make me look properly sick! I haven't had too much of a change in tastebuds, just a little bit sandpaper-y feeling in the mouth, which is what I had on EC too. I have had a very sore throat, and Difflam has helped that a lot - I've been gargling with it, and also bought a Difflam throat spray that I keep next to the bed. 

 

Other than that it's been lots of Netflix, and trying not to Google breast cancer and prognoses etc! I'm quite interested in the research side of things, and this weekend is the big American oncology conference (called ASCO) where they announce the latest results of trials etc. If others are interested, you can follow the #ASCO hashtag on Twitter or watch out for reports in the news (yesterday quite a lot of the newspapers reported on the latest positive results of a trial of ribociclib for breast cancer for eg). But I completely understand if for others they'd prefer to avoid the scientific papers and whatnot; for me I feel it is reassuring to know new innovations are being made all the time for this terrible disease, but my partner says sometimes he thinks I get too obsessed and that's not helpful! I guess it's all balance...

 

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Morning all

 

I had a few challenging days. I had settled so nicely into my TC recovery routine and, initially, after the infusions on Tuesday, all was as normal. Again, lost all taste, no sickness or anything unusual and the pains were very minor but on Thursday I developed a dry cough. I thought maybe it was hay fever but then it got worse and I got a sore throat too. No idea where I picked this up.

I called the hospital yesterday just to get some guidance what to do. The oncologist was not too worried unless the temperature was going up. It was hovering on the upper side of 37 but didnโ€™t go above 38.

Itโ€™s the fatigue and the coughing at night that are the problem. I am absolutely exhausted but the cough is getting a bit more loose now. Just need to sit it out, I suppose. Hopefully it wonโ€™t take too long. Just goes to show how such a โ€˜little thingโ€™ that is normally not a problem at all can make such a difference when our bodies are under duress.

Hope you all can keep germ free!

 

Oots

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Morning,

 

Bramley, thank you for your good wishes. I'm pleased that you are sounding better. FEC has been ok with me so I'm still not convinced docataxel  is going to be a walk in the park!

 

I had my surgery before chemo so not sure why I'm having ct scan. I dont tolerate scans well and , like everyone here, have had a good number! I find the staff don't communicate well. I needed to be reassured and told how long the treatment still has to last, or I get terribly anxious and panicky. As I remember the ct scan is one of the better ones but I'm still going to be firm with the radiographer.....

 

Hope you're enjoying the sun.........as I look out at a grey, dreich sky "sigh"

 

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Evening!  Hope everyone has managed to enjoy some of the sunshine today.

 

Kelly, thank you.  As you say we are all one day closer to finishing chemo treatment Smiley Happy  I think my hands are a little less swollen today.  I'm determined to get my wedding and engagement ring off on my own before Chemo 5 on 12 June.  Still got a bit of time for swelling to reduce hopefully to normal size fingers again.    I should have said on my last post that my stomach, guts and bowels are holding up so much better on T rather than FEC.  So aside from the hand issue and the flu type symptoms on day 4-5, I would still take T over FEC so far Smiley Happy  I'm now on day 10 post chemo and I feel my energy levels are really good.

 

Pollensa, glad your last FEC chemo went without issue yesterday.  Half way through now and a real milestone.  I hope the side effects are not too bad this round.  I really hope your CT scan shows only positive news.  I remember my CT scan during the first few weeks of testing was the worst part.  Just not knowing if the cancer had spread was truly terrifying. Are you having the CT scan part way through your treatment to check on how the chemo is working?  I've read quite a lot of posts about ladies having mid point scans during chemo to check on size.  I haven't had any checks on size of lump so far.  I saw my Consultant before chemo started in March and not seeing her again until 2 weeks after chemo 5 (in June) when I assume she will check then and book me in for lumpectomy.   I feel the lump is definitely smaller but it feels different if I am sat upright or laying down flat so then I start overthinking it.   Yes the emotional side of this journey is certainly challenging.  I have always been such a positive person, but I'm sure like everyone else, I feel the whole cancer diagnosis has also completely changed me as a person.  That's why I am determined to try and do everything possible to focus on the things I can control in order to get through this long treatment plan being in the best shape physically and mentally as I can be.

 

We can do this and come out of the other side to get our normality back Smiley Happy  xx

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Hiya Bramley

 

sorry to hear you have been suffering with swollen/sore hands. hopefully that has eased for you a bit now. Iโ€™ll take your advice and take off my rings. Will also make sure I have enough painkillers in. Glad to hear youโ€™ve not suffered with nausea though. 

On a positive, youโ€™re closer to the end of your treatment...1 down, 2 to go ๐Ÿ‘x

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Hi everyone,

 

Bramley, so sorry to hear about your hands and you were doing so well too. But it's a good thing to be aware of if, like me, you start docataxel  soon. So thanks for that.

 

Had my last FEC yesterday, dreading my BP being too high and problems with veins! But everything was fine.....yeah! Bp perfect and vein found first time. 

 

Got speaking to a couple of ladies at same stage as me. We all agreed that our side effects were manageable albeit horrible. Nobody wants to lose their hair or to feel constantly tired but we hadn't ended up in hospital or had anything worse. BUT the emotional side effects are the pits!

 

Before the docataxel I have to have a ct scan and meet with oncologist so that's my next big worry. What will the scan show! What will I be told! Oh well, onwards and upwards....

 

Not a particularly nice day in Scotland, believe it's hot and sunny in London........not fair!

 

Pollensa

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Hi Kelly

 

Apologies for not posting for last few days.   It's been quite the journey after first dose of Docetaxel!  I felt absolutely fine until the evening of day 4 (Sunday) post chemo.  I started to feel a bit achey and flu type symptoms.  By Monday I really felt quite poorly, just really tired/ and achey.  However I still tried to keep as active as possible and went out as normal on my morning run/walk.  My fingers started to swell on Monday and became quite painful.  I was aware that this drug affects hands and feet so just thought it would sort itself out.  By Tuesday (day 6) post chemo my fingers and both hands were literally double the size and painful.  My temps were a bit erratic too.  I took paracetemols but by Weds I literally couldn't use my hands and was still struggling to control my temps.   I called the chemo helpline at my hospital and was asked to go in to be assessed in light of temps (37.9) and hand situation.  

 

Quite a lot of bloods were taken from me at the hospital as they wanted to ensure I had no infections.  Thankfully all bloods came back clear and amazingly good considering I was one week post chemo!  Doctor looked at my hands and explained that approx 5-10% of people on Docetaxel will experience some side effects with hands or feet.  My feet thankfully have been absolutely fine.  He said mine was quite an extreme reaction on my hands.  He was happy that my raised temp was caused by the reaction to my hands from the chemo and there was no other infection in my body.  He suggested I may need to have my wedding ring cut off but to monitor in next few days.  There is nothing he could give to reduce swelling or redness but to take paracetemols for pain if necessary.   I will just need to wait for drugs to work out of my system.  I was able to go home a couple of hours later and I felt reassured that my body seems to be doing ok from blood tests even with all these horrible side effects of chemo.

 

I will need to ask Oncologist if there is anything he can do to try to prevent this side effect after chemo 5.  Doctor suggested he may presribe steroids for longer after chemo to try to prevent swelling starting.  I don't want to reduce the dose or not have this drug as it's know to be an excellent combination with FEC for this type of breast cancer.  I'll just take the advice of my Oncologist when I see him the day before chemo 5.

 

My hands are still swollen and painful but I think slightly better today. I can't really use them for anything as I can't bend my fingers very far.  Literally typing this with one finger, lol..  I'm using reusable cold gel packs from the freezer which helps to reduce burning sensations.  I will need to try and get my wedding ring off before chemo 5, something I've not done in 25 years of marriage Smiley Sad.   My advice to anyone having Docetaxel for the first time is to take off any rings before treatment just in case you have any swelling to your fingers.  I wish I had known before.

 

Apart from hands I feel relatively well, as much as I can on chemo.  I still have no nausea so I think overall I'm doing better than on FEC.  Foods don't taste the same and are not enjoyable at the moment but I'm still trying to eat as healthily as I can.  Husband and youngest are having to do all the cooking at the moment but hopefully hands will improve in next few days. 

 

Just really looking forward to getting through next 2 rounds of chemo, hopefully on time.  It's such a tough thing to go through and difficult for loved ones to understand how you feel when you can't really explain it.   Sending hugs to everyone going through chemo experiencing horrible side effects xxx

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Hi OOTS, 

 

I'm also using Evonail, I'm quite surprised at how few people know about it, as I know it's commonly prescribed by oncologists in France. I've read a few research studies but the numbers of people involved are small so the results are limited, but seem encouraging. 

 

Much better than nail varnish for me as dark shades turn my nails yellow and looks daft on my short nails! 

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Hi Phet7178

 

I start docetaxol next week, so it was useful to hear about your experience. I'm more worried about the joint pain, but I've still got plenty of painkillers from surgery . As I've been able to stay quite active through fec, it's the part I'm dreading most!

 

I've also started Zolodex, but haven't had any menopause symptoms yet as I was already having hot flushes regularly! 

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@Phet7178 wrote:

Susan and Kelly- Iโ€™m so sorry to hear youโ€™re having trouble with veins. Have you thought about a PICC? I HATED mine at first- just feeling it there made me squeamish, but now I love it, no worrying about veins and it makes infusions so easy. 

 

Christine- have they given you any more info on your raised liver results? I found out by accident a few days ago (overhearing the chemo nurse) that my ALT level has been raised throughout - not enough to stop chemo, but it worries me nonetheless. I had a raised ALT years ago on a routine blood test and not take special notice of it each time, so I can see Iโ€™m going to have to keep an eye on this. 

 

Im Day 3 post-Tax and itโ€™s pretty much as people say, ie Iโ€™ve felt relatively normal so far. Yesterday I was tired but nothing major (nothing like FEC where I needed my partner to walk me to the loo on day 2!). Today I woke up with aching muscles, like Iโ€™d run a marathon yesterday, and just the hint of some bone pain. So Iโ€™ve started on the codeine already- my onc told me the second I feel a twinge to start taking it as itโ€™s harder to bring the pain down than catch it early. At the moment the codeine is making me feel nice and chilled out so thatโ€™s something!

 

today I plan to stay in bed/on the sofa, but I might try to do a little work. Iโ€™m an academic and much of my work can be done from home. Work has very kindly signed me off until April next year (combination of my 6 months sick leave and exceptional sabbatical leave designed to give me the time to get back into research without worrying about teaching and admin as well) and theyโ€™ve made it clear they donโ€™t expect me to be doing anything right now. But in terms of my career progression itโ€™s not great to have no publications or grant proposals in for a year. Also my therapist has suggested that doing a little work on my research (which I love doing) might give me more motivation and help distract me from my worries. My concern is just that Iโ€™ll try to do some and not be up to my regular brain capacity and that will depress me. Anyway, now Iโ€™ve written it down here, Iโ€™ll let you guys know how I go, and maybe that will keep me accountable! 

 

Hope everyone else is well today and avoiding the worst of the SEs! 


Thanks I just had blood test for tomorrow and wasn't too bad as I drank about two pints of water beforehand . The soreness in my mouth has eased and just hope can get through tomorrow . Really don't want to have a line but will see what happens x 

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Hiya MBJ

 

Ive got a PICC line in now but I had 2 sessions through a cannula, so my veins are damaged from that

 

thanks Kelly

MBJ
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Hi Zoe Twin mum

I am from the February 19 thread and I  had sever neutropenic sepsis following my first FEC. I did not carry on with the chemo and am now taking Letrozole. Looking back it really felt like the right decision at the time. But since getting better I worry all the time that I should have carried on. I did not have a very commited Oncologist and was not offered any compromise other than stoping. Looking back I probably should have had a second opinion but when you feel so sick it's hard to be on top of things. I really hope changing your drugs will allow you to complete your course. But we have to make tough decision all the time. Good luck. 

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Susan and Kelly- Iโ€™m so sorry to hear youโ€™re having trouble with veins. Have you thought about a PICC? I HATED mine at first- just feeling it there made me squeamish, but now I love it, no worrying about veins and it makes infusions so easy. 

 

Christine- have they given you any more info on your raised liver results? I found out by accident a few days ago (overhearing the chemo nurse) that my ALT level has been raised throughout - not enough to stop chemo, but it worries me nonetheless. I had a raised ALT years ago on a routine blood test and not take special notice of it each time, so I can see Iโ€™m going to have to keep an eye on this. 

 

Im Day 3 post-Tax and itโ€™s pretty much as people say, ie Iโ€™ve felt relatively normal so far. Yesterday I was tired but nothing major (nothing like FEC where I needed my partner to walk me to the loo on day 2!). Today I woke up with aching muscles, like Iโ€™d run a marathon yesterday, and just the hint of some bone pain. So Iโ€™ve started on the codeine already- my onc told me the second I feel a twinge to start taking it as itโ€™s harder to bring the pain down than catch it early. At the moment the codeine is making me feel nice and chilled out so thatโ€™s something!

 

today I plan to stay in bed/on the sofa, but I might try to do a little work. Iโ€™m an academic and much of my work can be done from home. Work has very kindly signed me off until April next year (combination of my 6 months sick leave and exceptional sabbatical leave designed to give me the time to get back into research without worrying about teaching and admin as well) and theyโ€™ve made it clear they donโ€™t expect me to be doing anything right now. But in terms of my career progression itโ€™s not great to have no publications or grant proposals in for a year. Also my therapist has suggested that doing a little work on my research (which I love doing) might give me more motivation and help distract me from my worries. My concern is just that Iโ€™ll try to do some and not be up to my regular brain capacity and that will depress me. Anyway, now Iโ€™ve written it down here, Iโ€™ll let you guys know how I go, and maybe that will keep me accountable! 

 

Hope everyone else is well today and avoiding the worst of the SEs! 

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My hand is so badly bruised I am really worried about Friday's chemo ... trying Sudocrem and drinking lots of water . It's rough isn't it ? 

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Evening all

does anyone else have damaged veins from having chemo via cannula in hand? Been told itโ€™s cording.

Anyway, Ive just slightly knocked my arm n canโ€™t believe how much it hurt n it swelled up and bruised straight away !

Our bodies donโ€™t half take some beating donโ€™t they and become so sensitive. 

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Hi Zoe, 

Sorry to hear that. I start FEC in July and Iโ€™ve already got elevated liver function tests so thatโ€™s a bit of a worry. Iโ€™ve been told to drink more water than I already am to keep my liver flushed along with my kidneys. 

My hb dropped and so did my neutrophils today but not enough to do anything so they carried on with chemo. I ended up having a 4 hour delay and then 4 cannula attempts!!! Plus I fainted on the last attempt...awkward. Not needle phobic or anything, was all very random! Plus my veins are just burning up, swelling and going hard from my weekly chemo. So Iโ€™m upgrading to some proper hardware and getting a PICC line put in. They said if the weekly Paclitaxel infusions are burning my veins then the FEC certainly will. 

So all in all I have 6 needles today, including bloods and my zoladex. Hopefully the PICC line will make things a little smoother. 

 

Cold capping was fun today too! The cap actually froze to my head. I had to wait for my head to warm the cap up to defrost my hair so I didnโ€™t pull it out! Quite comical! Not sure how long the cold capping will continue though. This last week Iโ€™ve started losing quite a bit of hair. And Iโ€™ve got a long way to go still. Iโ€™m going to keep going but Iโ€™m going to order a wig ready. 

X

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I am not enjoying the T - my mouth is really sore which TBH is worse than any of the side effects from FEC because I cannot enjoy food or drink which hasn't been a problem so far . And I have another eight sessions to go ... am getting sick of it now my surgery was Jan 31 and this is just back-up . Can understand why people start thinking of throwing in the towel I was fine with the chemo every three weeks . Much more doable end of whinge 

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Haa anyone else had their FEC stopped!!!!

 

Hi All

 

What a day, normal visit to oncologist before chemo tomorrow and all has changed. After my first FEC I had neutropenia and also an issue with my Liver Function being quite high so my 2nd round of FEC was reduced (well the Red E was put to 60%). I had to have blood tests twice the following week and I thought all was well. Bloods yesterday are ok but now I've had to stop my FEC altogether to the E causing drug induced Hepatitis. So tomorrow I am switching over to T to see how my liver reacts, so may have 4 rounds in all instead of 3. Now I'm worrying that if my Liver is not in a good place then I may have to stop altogether. I know I am more fortunate than others as all my cancer was removed during surgery and that this is more belt and braces to protect myself, but its still worrying. 

 

So bring on the T and see what happens.

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Hi Debi

 

I didnโ€™t have an MRI. I had a CT scan and an ultrasound of the heart (only because I have elevated blood pressure). One of my liver function values was slightly up after the first chemo and I had an ultrasound of the liver too but there was not issue. The CT scan served as a comparator there. 

 

I donโ€™t do lots of steps either but I try to do as many as possible challenging myself when possible and stay active with house and garden. I am in the fortunate position to be able to work from home and my employers are very accommodating. I work when I can. Usually in weeks 2 and 3 but I am not at my most productive. I feel safer not going to work where I would have contacts with a lot of people. Constantly surrounded by a large variety of infections.

 

I highly recommend the โ€œlook good feel betterโ€ session. Definitely lifted the spirits for all. There was one lady in a wheelchair and she looked exhausted and probably didnโ€™t feel that she wanted to be there. At the end she was smiling, even laughing and had makeup on that made her look much less ill. It was amazing to see. A great sense of camaraderie too. 

 

Sitting here with a very flushed face but still feeling good on steroids. Managed 5 hours of restful sleep. Drinking loads but no appetite. Well, itโ€™s not like I am without reserves to cope with eating less...... and I will make up for it next week when food starts to taste of something again.๐Ÿคฃ

 

Oots

 

 

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Hi everyone

 

Oots thank you for the run down of your experience on T.  I start my first dose of T on 11th June and i am already getting myself worked up ( i had a funny do with last lot of EC).  I know everyone is different and will have varied side effects but it is good to see how others cope and get some tips.  Did you have a heart MRI before your T treatment started? 

I am on day 9 after my last EC and only just starting to feel 'normal'.  I have also been on an emotional rollercoaster these past couple of weeks and cry at the smallest of things. 

I am in awe of the ladies that are managing going to work and the ladies that are walking lots of steps ( i had all on getting to that amount before diagnosis! ) you are amazing.

The look good feel better sessions sound interesting, i am going to have a look to see if they do one in my area.  I have been cold capping but i think i may throw in the towel and shave off my thinning hair, its been coming out slowly and i have to where a cap or my wig when i go out now anyway.

Hope everyone is doing well and not suffering too many side effects.  

Debi

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Hi Phet7178

 

Just to clarify, I am on Docetaxil/Cyclophosphamide (TC). I take steroids for three days, starting the day before the chemo and an hour before the chemo, a tablet against nausea (netupitant/ palanosetron). 30 minutes before the start I take a couple of Paracetamol to help with the 10 minutes of pain due to the cold cap. That is all before the chemo. 

 

I get a saline infusion just ahead of the chemo which is loaded with more steroids, piriton and ranitidine. Then they put me on a 1 hour drip for T and perhaps another 30 minutes with C which is fed into the saline drip by syringe. 

 

I have a single shot of the growth factor the next day and then the joint/muscle pains usually set in later that day and I took two lots of Paracetamol in the second part of the day. The next 3 or 4 days I took Paracetamol as needed. I check my temperature before I take it. Paracetamol seemed to deal with the pain very well. 

 

I have not come across the gel gloves. I have a nail protection (Evonail) to paint on nails and cuticles to protect them. Itโ€™s not coloured but seems to do the job. I am also on Omeprazole now because I had a bit of indigestion after the first chemo. I have tried not to take it but I definitely feel less bloated when I take it. So I am taking it daily for now.

 

I have no other side effects that require medication. I would say that a dry mouth, loss of taste and a sore mouth can be a problem. I rinse my mouth with saline if there are any food bits stuck to gums after a meal and I take good care with brushing and use mouthwash. 

 

I usually start to feel a tingling on my tongue starting within an hour of the infusion, getting stronger every hour. I loose taste for some acids, salt and sugar. Strangely, subtle flavours like mashed potatoes are fine and I like tomato ketchup because I can taste it. I have no appetite for about a week but make up for it the following week when it all gets better. 

 

There is the issue of flushing of face and cleavage, the fatigue and struggling with concentration for a few days. There is nothing medication can do and it all goes within a few days and resting helps.

 

I donโ€™t have any issues with nausea, being sick, tingling in extremities, bowels, bruising etc.

 

I am not the nervous type but before my first infusion I was because I had no idea what to expect. Would I tolerate it? What kind of side effects etc. I was relieved to find that it wasnโ€™t too bad But I took a diary of observations every day recording sleep, pains and other observations. These observations tracked almost perfectly in the second cycle. This helped me with nerves for the second round and this time I as cool as a cucumber.... assisted by the cold cap ๐Ÿคฃ

 

I hope all of you new to the T treatment have not too many troubles. I know we are all different but hopefully you wonโ€™t experience anything too bad. 

 

Oots

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Hi Phet7178

I have the same questions as Kelly as I start Docetaxel next week.

Thank you

Louise

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Hi,

 

So many of us are pretty much at the same stage of treatment.  It's really helpful to hear from everyone how we're all coping.

 

Oots, you seem to be the "go to girl" for info about docataxel. All your posts are really encouraging and realistic. Thank you!

 

Went to look good feel better course this afternoon.  Absolutely marvellous. Yes, the goodie bag is fab but I loved the opportunity to speak to other women going through the same things but out with a clinical setting. Kind of like this forum but face to face! The beauticians were great, very hands on. I even got eye liner flicks!  If you get the chance to go to the session I would highly recommend  it.

 

Pollensa 

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Hiya Bramley

 

how are you feeling now after your 1st Docetaxel? X

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Hiya Phet7178

 

could I ask what type of gloves you have bought and what are they for? I searched gel gloves in Amazon but all kinds of gloves came up.

also, what are the other medication you are taking for? Is it recommended for anyone starting Docetaxel to get them?

I start next week on Docetaxel and have not really been told about how to prepare for it. Iโ€™m getting worried about side effects and would like to do all I can to reduce the effects 

thanks Kelly