This is a lovely relaxing yoga Nidra meditation:
I didn’t think I could last this long without falling asleep but although I did drift I also kept returning to the voice and the instructions.
Off to walk now in my new trainers which feel fab. I went to a proper running shop and had my gait analyses.
Tried on 4 pairs. I decided on the ones that feel like slippers with support.
Can’t believe the difference!
What a beautiful day. Hope you're all managing to get a bit of sunshine having cleared various piles of dog poo etc. Glad to report my cat has behaved so far today despite nibbling some grass earlier.
The bathroom looks fab Sarah. I love the door sign. Very cool. Sorry some of your colleagues are being so inconsiderate. Not what you need.
Your morning routine sounds delightful Rosina. I just about managed the stretches today and that was at lunchtime. Going for a walk soon.
Edinbird you are leading the way for us all girl. Wishing you super strength. Remember we're with you all the way.
Hope you cope alright with the injections Nettie. The things we have to put up with right now. It just doesn't seem fair 😓
I'm off to find some shade before I frazzle!
Love to all.
yes you are our first terrific T tester.
All feedback will be appreciated.
Awesome news. You are indeed our T-tester! I'll only be one day behind you, fingers crossed.
Well I’ve had my assessment call already! Blood trickled out just enough for the test, half is back ok and they were happy to do the assessment from that and I’m in as planned 11am on Monday
So am I the T tester for everyone?! 😱 eek! 😬 am very wary but hopefully will be fine. Everyone else can enjoy their chocolate hangovers I’ll be up bright and early to eat and drink and steroid up 💪🏻
And the finishing touches 🙂
I found the sign in an antique shop and the boys provided the stickers 😄
Implausible, love love love the bathroom. White with a bit of black is very stylish and you can always add a bit of colour with towels if you wanted too. X
Eek! Even I would struggle to get through 7 eggs in one sitting! Glad they got the dog to the vets, I know chocolate is super bad for them 😞
Pleased to report that the bathroom is near enough done. Still needs lino and there is a mirror and shelf to go up above the sink, but the building work is finished anyway. Peace in my house again:)
Implausible, heartless sods. I’m glad you told them to Barry off. They need to understand if they overwork you now you may be unavailable for a while. I think you are amazing to be doing what you are doing.
Marlyn, hope your night went ok. I was awake from 2-4am with the steroids but don’t feel too bad. Start 7 daysWBC injections this evening so expecting that to change. Have a lovely sunny day those of you that feel up to getting out and about.
Ocean what’s your weather like in France. Glorious I hope.
Os Just seen a post on Facebook from my vets. They had a Labrador in who ate 7 Easter eggs. Luckily owners got her to the vets quickly where she was made sick and is recovering. I’m making sure mine are well out of doggies way at all times. Xxx
Most of them are being more considerate. This is someone from another department who probably just thinks I'm back and doesn't realise I'm not at full strength.... still a bit of a cheek!
Good luck Edinbird. What a cheek Sarah 10pm the night before a bank holiday. They are having a laugh. Even if you wanted to do it you physically wont be able to. Do they not understand what you are going through?
I'm rather relieved to report that my cat has been well behaved overnight and there is neither poop nor puke for me to clean 🙂
The teenagers, however, have made a bit of a mess
And I have woken to an email from work sent to me last night at 10pm assigning me an urgent client job due by end of play Tuesday. Now given it is now the Easter weekend, and I am in hospital most of the day on Tuesday getting (hopefully, bloods willing) chemo number 4, and it is at least a 2 day job, I'm not sure how they expect me to do it!
I have sent a rather snotty email back saying that , whereas I have worked through the weekend many times in the past to solve our clients' crises, I am simply not up to that right now, as I am already exhausted from 3 days in the office this week, and that I'm going to have to say sorry but no chance.
I've never said no before in 11 years, they ain't gonna like it! As knowing them they will have already told the client it'll be done.
Sorry work, I've got to put myself first at the moment.....
PS good luck with your bloods Edinbird!
Morning xx I’ve been drinking water, tea, juice, and more water...
Aiming for 1500ml by the time I get to hospital. And I bet they still struggle for a vein... wish me luck 😬
Update Rosina and Daisydi
Just been cleaning up cat vomit off my kitchen floor, only fed him 15mins ago and this is the healthy one! They are too greedy and I am probably feeding them too much.
Morning Rosina and everyone else. So far today I have cleared up a pile of dog poo and drank a cup of coffee!
Your early morning routine sounds great, really relaxing. So far I've just done a top up Tesco shop on my tablet whilst still in bed🛏 ! Love the meaning of the card. Very appropriate for what we are going through and supporting each other. Must get up now for a shower and hair wash - what's left of it😨.
Have a good day. Will catch up with everyone later xxx
What a great morning you have had so far and it's still only 8.30am. So far this morning I have fed a greedy dog and two fussy cats, now time for my fruit.
Beautiful card for a solemn day for our Christian community. Off to church for 10am for the stations of the cross oh and a hot cross bun too. Better get my skates on.
slept well. Woke up Have done my body brushing followed by sesame oil full body and face massage ( I love it). Then shower, yoga stretches, Calm meditation then I thought let me pull out a card for today. This is what I got
The message for this card amongst other things says :
’Learn from your current experiences, then share them with others ‘
Tea and breakfast now.
Love you all.
I am soooooo tired so just a quick catch up
Marlyn well done, another one in the bag! Take it easy now x
Dr MBJ, well done on the Slimming World return. I weighed myself yesterday and I have put on 1 stone 4lb since the week before I started chemo. That's horrendous! I'm only half way through! I've decided to get back on the diet bandwagon (I calorie count with MyFitnessPal, lost nearly 4 stone last year with that plus lots of time in the gym) straight after this weekend (it's my birthday Saturday and I have a choccie egg for Easter Sunday, so I need to get both of those out of the way first :D). Hopefully I can lose some weight over cycles 4, 5 and 6. Or at least stop gaining 😕
Susie, yay for lovely new kitchen cupboards:) my bathroom is now all done apart from the lino, and I need to get a mirror and shelf put up.
Edinbird....oooh gifts from Anthropologie! I didn't even know we had those over here. Only ever seen it on American TV shows.
My chemo place is shut over the whole Easter weekend. I usually have my bloods on the Monday but no can do this time. I'll have to have them Tuesday morning and then wait there 90 mins for the result before they decide whether or not to proceed. Which is a pain.
Seaside, fwit fwoo! You look gorgeous. Glad you had fun. Enjoy your goodie bag of delights 🙂
Rosina, good news that you are so invigorated. Shows what a further week of chemo recovery and a good sleep can do.
As for me I'm still in a bit of a downer mood, but hopefully I can sleep tonight, which should sort me out. I'm just tired more than anything. 2.5 days in work and the look good feel better session have worn me out.
Love to everybody x
Just a quick pop in.
Edinbird, Easter Monday and chemo definitely don't belong together☹.
I don't think treatment is done here on Bank holidays which is why my PICC care was done today. Mind you if you had to rely on public transport down here during a Bank holiday, forget it🚍 so some people can't get there anyway.
I'm feeling a bit better now but as far as FEC goes it can FEC off. I know I was lucky enough to tolerate it throughout but it didn't have to leave a sting in the tail as a good bye present🎁.
Who mentioned earlier about male friends being difficult and hard work sometimes. I found the answer. I married my best male friend. Deal with both at the same time☺.
Hope you all have a lovely Easter and enjoy doing whatever you have planned. At least the sun is set to shine☀️ so that should boost morale. Happy days☺☺☺☺☺☺
Yes it’s a pain I have to go to hospital for bloods tomorrow. Drs is 5 min drive hospital is 30 mins... not the end of the world but still annoying. And yes it’s all normal service on Monday, if you’re due you’re due. So fingers crossed I don’t want a delay but still, frustrating I can’t get my bank holiday back. Especially as we’ve just gone onto new terms and conditions and we no longer get May Day!
Didnt realise they did chemo on Bank Holidays, or bloods for that matter. Yes get that water down you x
Forgot Trixielady was trying to remember everyone without peeping. Hope you are your family are ok and have a lovely Easter x
Daisy all being well it’s time for T on Monday.
Good Friday = bloods
Easter Monday = T
So I decided to do no work today as my holidays are being messed up! I will do a bit over the weekend to make up for it.
I went for my walk and my shoes started rubbing... cut it short and I have a blister 😬 gutted but at least it’s not too bad and only days before treatment. I was worried about healing but hopefully if I leave it to the air it’ll be ok. V annoying.
I think 10% is good... 1mm sounds rubbish but it was only 15mm to start with. Consultant was pleased anyway. As was my dad who is 67 today and said it was the best birthday present he could have had. In the circumstances I guess... I can think of better things!
Right away to keep drinking so my bloods are maybe less awful than usual tomorrow 😬
By the way Edinbird I nearly lost my whole breast for a 1mm clear margin and not 2 but my surgeon agreed to go in a third time so it is quite significant in the bc world x
Sar you look so good hope you feel good too!
Marilyn well done on number 4. You and Susie are FEC heroes.
Nettie hope you are ok
Sarah hope your day got better with your new shoes on
Rosina take it easy with the walking. I usually walk loads but I had to go sit on a bench today as my legs felt so heavy.
Edinbird glad your nasty has shrunk. 10% is quite good isn't it after only 3 treatments? So will you be the first in our gang to get the T. Think so. Is it Tuesday?
MBJ nice to hear from you. Hopefully now FEC is over for me I will stop eating chocolate cookies which are the only things I fancy in the morning
Sonia hope you have a lovely Easter with your family
Sandra and Veronica hope you are both ok
Ocean hope you are ok
Have a great Easter everyone. Have another friend coming so hopefully will be able to post some more pictures xx
I am finally getting my butt out the front door. Must at least get my 10,000 steps!
Seaside, looking gorgeous and a beautiful smile to boot.
Marlyn, well done for downing some toast. Join me in sloth mode for a while. Xxx
Looking wonderful Sar 💁🏻♀️
Just did my good deed for the day and took some stuff to Cancer Research charity shop. Nearly got a parking ticket faffing with the gift aid form but there we go! 😂
Oh and met bestie for a quick cup of tea, things are good now and he’s suddenly shocked he won’t see me until Weds at the earliest...! That boy’s brain is surely fried. I hope I’m not in T ache hell on Weds but will have to wait and see...
I might go back out for a walk, I downloaded your app Rosina and I’m now wanting to get more steps! Which again is now annoying if T does me in! The weather is so nice so I want to enjoy it!
I've read through all of today's posts now.
Marlyn well done on getting through another one. Rest up now and take it easy.
Sorry you were feeling a bit off this morning Sarah. Hope the shoes have worked their magic. They're great by the way.
Lovely pic of you and your friend Edinbird. Good news on the shrinking gremlin too.
Hope you're feeling a bit better now Susie. You need to be well for those Easter eggs!
MBJ hats off to you for getting on with Slimming World. You are very inspiring.
Sonia, steroids without chemo, there's a thought. I'm already hulk like when I have mine with chemo.
Everyone, hope you've managed to enjoy some sunshine today. If not, it's here for the weekend ☀️
Aw, thanks Rosina.
You've been working hard today. Love the garden. Are you planning on having a rest any time? 😊
Just got back from my LGFB session. I thought it was great! Very relaxed and surrounded by lovely people. My friend from Bosom Pals was there so it was nice to see her too. Here are photos of the goodies and the before and after shots.
Kitchen done, so now have fully matching doors🚪🚪🚪🚪☺. Getting nice and warm here☀️☀️🌡. I'm a bit better now although a little tired. Paul has managed to finish work early which is just as well as we have to go back into Yeovil later for my PICC care, then the holidays can start☺. Read all the posts so will be back later to respond. Enjoy the sunshine🌞🌞🌞🌞.xxx
Well that's me done, now safely tucked up in bed with toast on the way. Got my appointment for herceptin which will start in June, interestingly I will be in for 6 hours so they can monitor for any reactions.......I didn't know that! Bloody hope I don't get any reaction to it.....oh eck....
love you all to to the moon and back......xxxxxxx
Just home from my appointment it’s only shrunk by a millimetre but that’s about 10% which sounds better! Consultant is happy and says he can see and feel the difference and is happy with the lymph nodes too. Said the main side effects of T are the aches and pains and it’s good that I had aches from the injections so I know what that’s like now. But more muscle aches on T. He said actually a lower chance of infection because of the injections! And warned about the nails so Sunday I will be filing and painting them. Less chance of nausea but that’s the one thing I haven’t really had.
Bestie is just feeling low but has forgiven me for what I did on Monday... so kinda good but still feel down I won’t see him for over a week now. My husband was called for jury duty at the High Court on 10th June which is my middle week so he wrote to them and told them how useless I have been in that week so far! And they have excused him which is great given I’m likely to see the surgeon and oncologist that week now!
So feeling a bit better, lots on my mind. Here’s the gifts from Beth, they took all the labels off in the shop so I have no idea what fragrance my candle is meant to be! The pot is very pretty though and I think I actually like the bag best! 😂
go girl - how I wish I was ‘done’ yesterday !!!!
On the other hand , I am doing my best turning this set back to my advantage and I have just finished mowing the grass in my small backyard , as I am feeling very well and have had a good night’s sleep.
This also proves to me that I will bounce back after chemo as my body is given a chance to detoxify!!!
On to tackle the ironing now.
I listen to the radio so it’s not so much of a chore !
Love to all,
Was just in the process of catching up with you all when my kitchen cupboard fitter rang to say he could start here in the next half hour😊. Slight problem though is that I'm feeling pretty 💩💩💩💩 after yesterday's blockage which thankfully has cleared with the help of laxitives. Tummy is now empty and I feel a bit weak😔. One last gift from chemo?
Have a good day. Will catch up later. Love you all❤❤❤❤
I know I need to get on with my life and live with my decision. Some days are easier than others so far. Hopefully as time goes on it will get better. I have also read your later post so can see you are still feeling human. I really enjoyed going back to Slimming World and know I can do it as I have before. First step changed my rice crispies and banana to Weetabix and banana for breakfast. Going to empty the dishwasher now then a bit of a Tesco shop to stock up on ''healthy food'. Only problem is I am eating out tomorrow night and on Sunday lunchtime. Oh well it is Easter I suppose and I am not a big fan of chocolate, we still have some here from Christmas.
Hope you keep feeling ok. X
Marlyn, walking (and sitting) with you every step of the way today. Number will soon be ticked off. How amazing does that sound?
Edinbird, glad you enjoyed time with your lovely friend and had 2 wines. High five on that honey!
Implausible, great Vans. We now need to see the others coming out of their boxes. It will be like one of those shopping haul type vlogs I love seeing on insta.....I know I need to get a life!😂😂😂. Don’t get me started on male friends. One of my best mates is a male who lives in London and goes from one personal crisis to another, most of them women based. He has been very supportive of this whole bc thing and makes me laugh constantly but like most men he can go from saying just the right thing to exactly the wrong thing without even realising it. Let’s be honest girls, most men are not as sensitive as women.
Anyway, thanks for all the good wishes and very sensitive words my loves. Have a good day. Xxx
Morning! The sun is shining and its going to be a beautiful day. Love the shoes Sarah and the hat Edinbird. Marilyn we are with you every step of the way. You go girl. Have a lovely day everyone xxx
Marlyn, imagine us all by your bedside with pom poms cheering you on like your own personal cheerleading squad!
I don't want to be top of the pyramid though, I have no sense of balance and I weigh a ton! Unfair on the other girls doing the lifting 😄