A photo I took on my dog walk this week. Getting out in the countryside and fresh air is a bit like meditating for me especially on a day like this one was xx
Glad ur are doing ok and a walk.on the beach seems a lovely idea. So relaxing just to walk with the dog always makes me feel brighter too.
Had chemo today. Went ok just feel so shattered today hopefully will get some energy back tomorrow
Yes i think im the same with the night sweats. Just so uncomfortable.
Hope everyone is doing ok today
Love Daisy xxxx
Im 48 so would be approaching the menopause but would have liked to do it not in fast forward !! I sleep with windows open and a fan but still wake up like ive had a shower. Has anyone tried any complementary therapies or any other ideas greatly received
Hi, I’m having a few night sweats too Daisy but I’m peri menopausal so chemo might just be making it worse for me. Got out for some fresh air today on the beach with the dog and other half which was nice as I’m feeling much better just now xx
Good luck for tomorrow Daisy. No night sweats for me but I am post menopausal. I think if you are pre menop chemo can cause temporary hormonal changes like menopause or for some post menop people bring back those symptoms. Hope that settles, not nice xxx
Good luck to you all having treatment this week.
I went for ongologist appt today and tp carry on with current regime with ct scan to be done in April.
Treatment number 5 tomorrow
Love Daisy xx
I’ve had a little bit of a runny nose but also a dry cough. I’m wondering if maybe be it’s pollen causing the runny nose as the cherry trees here are starting to come to life. I’m with you on the journey from Constipation to Diarrhoea lol 😂 and back again! This is is my middle week of my three weeks between chemo and it’s starting to show how long this road is going to be as I have twelve weeks of EC then twelve weeks of paclitaxel and carboplatin. As everyone has said just need to tick them off I guess. Hope everyone is doing ok today xx Tracy
A bit of a runny nose yes. When I was in the unit last week there was a man that said the same and the nurse said that could be because of the loss of nose hair. Lovely! I have more of an acid stomach this time but that could be because of my yeast intolerance and not behaving myself. 😝
Anyone else got a runny nose and sneezes? I don't think it’s a cold as all clear and I feel well. Constipation turned into diarrhoea now - joy! How is everyone else? Vorns xxx
I will give the mashmallow root tea a try . Ive got some gaviscon and lansoprazole that im trying too to see if it that helps .
Love Daisy xx
Hi Daisy, I have a bit of oesophagitis since chemo, not actually reflux. Marshmallow root tea seems to help me with this. You can buy antacids for reflux and docs can prescribe stronger ones if needed. Vorns x
I hope you are all doing ok on your treatment and coping with the cold and wet weather 🌧! I’m not due to see the oncologist again until after my third cycle of EC so that’s not until mid April. The onc nurse said I would also be having mammograms and MRI scan again I suppose to check if there has been any response to the chemo. I asked my BCN this week if she could tell me any results from my bone scan as it was playing on my mind a lot due to having a lot of joint pain which I’d had since before I even knew about the BC. Very relieved to be told it was clear apart from wear and tear.
One week on from my first ec I’m feeling a lot more human though still get tired. Had a listen to some podcasts and amazed at the variety! Tracy xx
Its nice to see the sun instead of the rain ! Hope everyone is doing ok . Im just experiencing light headedness / joint pain. Has anyone experienced acid reflux too from chemo or filgrastim injections ? I tried last night to have injections on an evening to see if that helped with joint pain
Thanks for the info Sara .
Hope everyones treatment goes well this week and keep plodding on this Road back to normality Asap.
The sun is shining here...looks like spring might finally be on it's way 🌞. I had 1st appointment with oncologist after round 1 of chemo, they check weight and ask about side effects to see how you're managing, Although he wasn't able to give me immediate solutions to side effects he was able to reassure me that they were "normal" (whatever that means😁). Sending love to all going through chemo💕
Same with me also as of now I have finished 2 cycles and I have an appointment with onco after 3rd cycle only. Don’t know what to expect from that appointment
Thank you so much for sharing your info. Its so helpful to know what other people are experiencing too. Hope you are recovering well from your surgery .
Wishing you all the best
Love Daisy xxx
Hi Daisy D I had my first oncology appointment since starting treatment on Monday it only took about 5 minutes. Don’t know if it will be the same for you. My treatment isn’t to shrink anything as I have had surgery already. It was basically to ask me how I had managed and as there were no issues they would do the same without changing anything. There weren’t bloods or anything for me either so it was relying on me to report back. I now don’t see oncologist again for six weeks but see oncology nurse in between. Guess each hospital may be different don’t know what others have experienced. I am on a three week cycle. I know you have already had 3 treatments so it may be different.
I haven’t seen my BCN since treatment started (except in the corridor). They said that they handover to oncology but are always there if anything is needed luckily they are just across the corridor. If I got an infection at the surgery site then I might go back to them. I think once oncology have finished they may then pass you back to BCN for surgery. I know at my hospital they have Multi discipline team meetings each week to talk about cases that cross over.
Hope everyone is doing ok. Ive got my appt with oncologist on monday. This will be the first one since started chemo treatment.
I will be due my 4 session on Tuesday.
Just wondered what to expect at this oncology appt as i havent had any scans or anything as yet ??? Is it to earlier yet to tell any progress. This is what increases my anxiety levels.
Has anyone had any complementary therapy input ? I was referred when treatment started but still no date as yet. I also havent had any contact with the BCN since i started chemo 5 weeks ago .would any complementary therapies help with night sweats as these are hard to manage and disturb sleep making it harder to focus in thr day time.
Thank you sara. It is tough to manage but its supportive to know that we are not alone.
Ive managed to get out today for an hour to take my dog to the groomers. It was so nice to do something normal !
Shes an old English sheepdog but is sulking now as hates having a wash!
I am currently administered filgrastim injections and experiencing joint pain in my knees and behind my shoulder blades. Ive taken paracetamol following a temp check which was fine. I am also using a heat bag. Does anyone have any other suggestions to try to ease the bone pain?
Bob and his allotment sounds like the perfect podcast to help you fall asleep.
Hope you're side effects settle over the weekend...good luck with the wig, just think of all the hours it will save not having to style hair, I'm trying to get used to wearing mine gradually before hair loss kicks in...it's a tough adjustment to make but like everything with BC once you tackle it head on it becomes manangeable
Totally know what u mean ! Changes on a daily basis ! My house now looks like a pharmacy . Gone from taking no medication to popping pills !
Senokot, movicol, prunes whatever it takes and shares in anosol ❤️It’s unfortunate se. Any of you on t, it can go opposite way and you need to be quicker than usain bolt to get to loo 🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️ So Imodium and up your carbs 👍 💕💕✨✨Shi xx
That podcast sounds more interesting than the one i listened to about Bob and his allotment . No wonder i fell asleep !
I start injections again tomorrow. Last time i had stomach cramps aching jointa and a sore throat. So will see what happens this time round. I found a microwave heat pack helps and some buscapan medication which the Doctor said was ok to take.
My hair started to come out after 3rd session but ive just had my 4th session on Tuesday. I lost a bit more today in shower but have started to wear my wig more to try to get used it. Im going to order some turban style head wear too for when im in the house to see if cooler.
Wishing you all a good night rest and hope tomorrow is a good day for you all . Good luck to those having treatment tomorrow .
Vornsta, I totally know what you mean about constipation. My poor stomach doesn’t know what to do!!! Seems to settle down after a few days but not fun at the time. I get really achey after my filgastrim injection, totally wiped me out 2 days later!!
first day back in the office for me after second cycle and I’m ready for bed tonight!!
sounds like I need to get in on the podcast action. I listened to one in the past called “my dad wrote a porno”....hilarious!!!!
quick question, does anyone know if second round of chemo will make hair fall out in same way first round did? Mine started falling out a lot just after 2 weeks but has slowed down a bit now. Just wondering if it will have a bit shed again 2 weeks after second treatment??
Thank you for that tip Sara! Hope everyone is ok? I too have felt spaced out and dizzy from ec. Had 1st filgastrim last night, feel even more zombified. Also 1st bm after ondansetron- it is very constipating! Love, Vorns
Just having my 3rd weekly Paclitaxel...listened to an amazing podcast on Happy Place by Kris Hallenga. She is the founder of Coppafeel a breast cancer charity....I would highly recommend it!! 😘
Hi Tracy and everyone
Glad to hear you and everyone are managing ok with the regime.
I had my paclitaxel and carboplatin yesterday so shattered when i got back and really aching joints and strange sensation in my finger tips to the point i could text !
They have reduced my dexamethasone to 8mg once daily now to see if that helps with poor sleep pattern. I was on twice daily previously . They also increased the amount of carboplatin yesterday due to renal function results.
I listened to the pod cast last night but i think i was so tired i fell asleep and slept so much better than i have done all week.
Just feel like ive no energy at all and that spaced out feeling too every small task is wearing me out but luckily no nausea so far too but taking all the anti emetics prescribed as a preventive measure as i tend to previous suffer from nausea and migraines.
When i went for my wig fitting i couldnt believe the choice . Go for it have ones in all colours and love island is your next plan ! Im rather boring i went for much the same as my own hair but my hair is long so i went for more shoulder length incase it got warm but you can put them up in a pony tail if u wish. I did try a short Bob one which i may also get at a later date maybe when hair starts to come back for the inbetween stage.
My own hair is starting to come out quite rapidly now but not from the roots as yet .
Hi Carisma and everyone,
I had my first one on Friday and have been fairly similar with that great feeling in day one. So far no nausea 🤞 that continues and I’m also feeling that strange spaced out and tired sensation. I had a wig fitting today and am get tempted by a glam long blonde do which is complete opposite to my dark locks and would not be put if place on Live Island! Did anyone get more than one for a bit of variety?
Hope your all hanging on in there! Just thought I'd report back one week post 1st chemo cycle. Everything went very smoothly at my session and the following day I felt great, almost on a high. I think it was just relief I got started with no problems. Day 2 - 5 I was pretty much nauseated all the time and had no appetite but since Monday I have felt better as far as that is concerned. I feel a bit lightheaded and slightly spaced out, which is weird and I have absolutely no energy, even the simplest tasks can feel like a mountain to climb. Other than feeling slightly flushed and slightly tingly I have had no other issues. All in all I was expecting much worse so am quite relieved and fingers crossed I continue to feel a bit better every day.
Hi all - Sarah again from the Feb 2019 group
Sorry to hear you had a short stay in the hospital Artycart - if it is any reassurance (a bit late now I know!), i also had a bit of a racing heartbeat the first few days of every cycle, the nurses told me it was because of the steroids and not to panic too much.
I also listened to a ton of podcasts at night, especially during my T cycles, as I was kept awake by achy legs.
Best of luck with your scan and wig fitting tomorrow.
Hope everyone else is getting on OK.
One piece of advice I forgot last time, it is worth keeping a note of how you feel each day during cycle 1 as you'll find that subsequent cycles follow a similar pattern. So, in my case, I felt pretty rough from day 5 through day 9, but knew that from day 10 I'd start to feel better. And in week 3 of FEC I was pretty much back to normal. It was good to know what was going to happen when so I could plan around it.
I hope your treatment is going ok today and that it’s not too hard on you ❤️ I’m a bit further north between Dundee and Aberdeen on the lovely east coast but I was just in Edinburgh a couple of weeks ago with my friend before I got the dreaded news, having cocktails at Tiger Lily’s and shopping 😊 It has all happened so quickly that I still don’t have all the info on my exact condition. I know it’s a large lump so it needs to be reduced if possible before surgery and they told me at that time there were no signs in my lymph nodes but I’m trying not to take anything for granted having been initially told it was DCIS. I’m having a CT scan tomorrow and going to get my wig.
I have very supportive family and friends and workplace too and my two boys who have both moved out of home are very caring too ❤️
How did you get on with the podcast? Is it helping you to relax and get some sleep? I seem to be doing a lot of sleeping just now 😴 Love 💕 Tracy
Hope you are feeling ok and i understand what you mean about your job . It hard when you start some where new but im sure they will understand . You need to put all your energy into feeling better . I love Scotland . We went to Edinburgh for the xmas market and to Glasgow shopping numerous times last year .My partner supports Cowdenbeath Football Team as well as our home team Wolverhampton Wanderers !
So he goes up regularly.
I wonder if its different areas that do the regime in different orders. It seems like chemo is given to shrink tumour to make it easier for surgery. Mine is TNBC Grade 3 with 3 Nodes under Arm.
It still feels so sureal walking into the chemo unit.
Have you got a good support system ? Im lucky has got a very supportive family . My children have been so supportive i have a daughter aged 18 and a Son aged 15.
My daughter is due to start university in September so i need to hopefully be all sorted by then !
Im going to try Podcast again tonight as need to be awake to get to Chemo for 830 am . ( always feel anxious the night before although i cant wait to get it done).
Hope tomorrow is a better day for you and be kind to yourself rest when you need too.
Artycart, TNBC often has chemo first in order to try to shrink the cancer and because it’s our main weapon since we can’t have hormone treatment. If the lump is big or in nodes or close to the skin or chest wall, chemo can make it more manageable to remove later. We also get to know if chemo worked or not, if not like me then there is the option of oral chemo xx
I’m still a bit in the dark as to what will be happening with me after the chemo is done. It will probably be a mastectomy too if I get a choice! and like you I just want to get to that point too although I’m not dealing with the pain you have. I wonder why we are having the chemo in a different order? I’m up in Scotland and had recently started a new full time job before finding out I had tnbc about two and a half weeks ago. I’ve had a bit of a sofa day not feeling too great today but hopefully a bit better tomorrow. Having to have time off work is not me at all... I feel so guilty about leaving them short staffed. I hope you’ve got plenty of help with everything. Xx Tracy
Try the podcast see if it helps. I will try it again tonight. It looks like we have simular regime but the other way round. I cant wait to get the chemo done so can get surgery over !
Did they say what surgery you might need ? They think mine is a mastectomy . I just find it difficult waiting. Pain is driving me insane at moment as just so limiting
I miss doing everyday house work ( never thought id say that !!). Also missing working . There was never enough time in the day with 2 children but now clock watching .
Hope you have had a good day today
Where about in the country are you ,? Im Wolverhanpton west Midlands
Good luck for tomorrow Vasanthy . Ive got paclitaxel and carboplatin tomorrow . I found last time i ached from the injections too
Love Daisy xx
Hope it goes ok Vasnathy. I had second FEC on Thursday and been ok over the weekend until today but hoping it’ll just be the one day of aching again then I’ll pick back up again like last time.
Glad you’ve got the first one down Vornesta and that it went ok. Hope you get some rest. I’m currently enjoying the joys of not being able to think clearly whilst aching from head to toe from white blood cell boosting injection and trying to write coherent work emails. Bring on bed time!!!!
The Calm podcast sounds interesting. I will definitely have a look for that. I am getting EC by cannula into the back of my hand every three weeks then changing to PC weekly for I think three weeks and then surgery if the lump has shrunk down enough. How are you feeling today? Hope you’re managing to sleep.
Hi Tracy and vornsta
Thank you both for all your ideas. I tried the Podcast called Calm last night which tells short stories .it was via the spotify app . I will also try some more audio books too. I havent got a fixed genre for reading i like most things apart from horror / Crime. I enjoy autobiography too. ( Peter Kay being one of my favourites)
Will look into the mindfulness app too thank you Vornsta.
It seems as though we are receiving the same treatment Tracy but in the opposite way round. Glad your first EC went ok . Is that administered via drip ? . Are u having surgery after Chemo ?
Sending you best wishes
Thank you for the ideas. I’ll definitely try the app and have a look for some podcasts to listen to. Would especially help at night when I can’t get back to sleep 😴 Good luck with your treatment xx
Sorry to hear about your pain Daisy and your worrying Artycart. Have you tried mindfulness tracks? There are apps and lots of stuff on you tube. I like an app called insight timer which has loads of free meditations and visualisations. Also might be worth exploring the world of podcasts if that appeals. There are sooo many of all varieties- funny, educational, chatty. Like the radio but you choose the content.
best wishes to everyone
You’re welcome. I’ve just had my first EC treatment on Friday which went fine and I haven’t had many side effects so far. But since then I’ve been worrying constantly. Yesterday my heart felt like it was racing and today I seem to have a little bit of a cough... After the EC I will be going onto Pacitaxel and Carboplatin too. It is very difficult to keep your thoughts from running away with you but I think I might try some audio books too! What sort of books do you like? Can you recommend any you’ve read? I’m pretty open to reading almost any genre. I recently read Ant Middleton’s book The Fear Bubble which was interesting and I’m currently reading Two Brothers by Ben Elton which I’m enjoying. Tracy xx
Thank you so much for taking the time to reply. I will get some audio books to try as they may help to try to get to sleep as im struggling with that too at the moment. I end up lying there all night trying not to get anxious as its a round circle.
Hope you are doing ok with your treatment too.
My next on is on Tuesday for the pacitaxel and carboplatin . This will be number 4. Cycle 2 . Im hoping that this one will give me some relief from the pain and shrink it off my nerve.
Im a bit nervous regarding Side effects as was poorly last time but i think it may have been in relation to the fentanyl pain patches instead.
Sending you lots of love
Hi Daisy D,
Sorry to hear you’re having such a rough time. I don’t know if you are keen on them but I find playing games on my phone or iPad helps me to take my mind off things but I will usually combine tv watching with several other things like drawing, colouring books which are quite relaxing or knitting but I get that you’re not into that. Have you tried colouring books? I have some Johanna Basford ones which I can get quite engrossed in because they are quite intricate and detailed... Or how about some audio books? It might be easier to relax if you can just lie there and listen to someone else read to you. All the best with your treatment xx Tracy