I wonder if it would help for you to chat to someone in our nursing team. They're always eager to chat about any concerns, and answer any questions you may have. You can reach our team on freephone 0808 800 6000 (Mon-Fri 9am-4pm; Sat 9am-1pm).
I have triple negative breast cancer I had a lumpectomy with clear margins and signs of cancer in 1 lymph node had all removed I have 3 rounds of fec and 3 rounds of TC I started radiotherapy and 3 days in found a lump it was cancer again right next to my lumpectomy sight I've had a mastectomy and now am on capecitabene on hopes it hasn't spread further I've been told it's rare for a cancer to come back so close to chemo and they have no idea if it's spread all scans were clear at time of mastectomy but 5 months on I have tender bones in rib cage just waiting on bone and CT scan. Through all of this the waiting and worrying for the unknown is the worst I have an 11 Ur old son so worried for him