I think you're journey probably echoes many ladies on here. The endless round of tests, the anxious waiting for results and all the invasive treatment that follows.
It takes over our world during that time and that's not easy to forget.
I'm a year further on in my journey than you, and I would like to say that time is a good healer. I no longer wake up with bc being the first thing on my mind. I can allow myself to plan and think about other things that id like to do. It never totally goes away, and can rear it's ugly head around mammogram time . But I can put it at the back of my mind and get on with my life. I never shy away from telling people what I've been through. I'm proud of myself for getting through it all and telling people that I am now cancer free.
Anita we all have down days, but I promise you that it does get easier. xxx
Fantastic achievement with the charity work....you should be proud of yourself!