so sorry you are feeling like this
i think the desire for a baby is such a strong pull, especially if you feel that time is marching on
my bc has come after my kids were born, but I have still mourned the loss of choice
i think you should speak to someone about your options, I would hope those professionals involved in your care would appreciate how you are feeling and be constructive. you have time still but you also need to be and stay well
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