I'm sure other forum users will be along soon to offer support but in the meantime I thought it might be useful to post a link to the Paclitaxel Factsheet just in case you hadn't seen it on the main BCC site.
Please do give the BCC Helpline a call if it would help to talk to someone in confidence. It reopens tomorrow morning at 9am Tel. 0808 800 6000.
With best wishes,
Anna, BCC Facilitator