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Worried about coping with everything.

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Ljb1
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Re: Worried about coping with everything.

Hi Jane

i feel exactly like you. Felt my whole world crashed down on Wednesday when diagnosed with lung mets. Went for the scan thinking it was a precaution and I would have a mastectomy never this.

I joined this forum last Wednesday feeling pretty hopeless but the ladies that reached out to me gave me hope and I felt much more positive. Early days yet I know.

Huge hug to you

HelloKitty_04
Member

Re: Worried about coping with everything.

Dear Janeb88

i nearly completed my chemo for TN in December  2020-only to find out it’s spread to my lungs & brain on the 23/12/20.

I also felt all the life sucked out of me  & spent nearly 10 days-crying/worried etc.

But after my birthday on Monday-I felt such an outpouring of love from the few people that know about my situation-that’s it’s turned my whole world around.

I was considering an anti depressant & think it’s a very good option to give yourself some extra help.

Just keep talking to us other ladies & we will support each other.

Genma x

Anniej
Community Champion

Re: Worried about coping with everything.

Quite right, Jane. Your body, your life, your right. Onwards and upwards . Ann 💐

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Re: Worried about coping with everything.

Hello Anniej,

Thank you for your post, that is just what you want to read when you feel you are struggling to see the light of day. I get angry sometimes because I am 52 and then I read about young women with babies or those who haven't even had families yet and realise people are in worse situations but that doesn't always make it easier. I will arm myself with information that helps me make informed decisions and I won't be scared to ask about things, this is my life. Thank you again.

Anniej
Community Champion

Re: Worried about coping with everything.

Jane, awful I know, but I’m now 74 and was diagnosed 4 years ago with stage2 ER+ . Like yourself I was reeling from this horrible news when it was discovered in my LNs, so they were removed too. First week of rads and the suspect CT scan showed mets in my lungs! Nightmare....straight to stage 4.....and I’m OLD anyway. However, my lovely Onco was so positive that I was able to pick myself up and get on with things. My local Maggies Centre was a godsend and I received loads of help, both physically and emotionally, from them. I started a journal where I could scream out my thoughts , then close the book and so lock away my worries. Meeting others at Maggies made me see that I was not alone, and discussions with my peers demonstrated the enormous range of treatments available. I got lots of help and info from this site, and so was much better informed medically and felt I therefore had better informed discussions with each consultant. Your feelings are normal , Jane. You will get through this as you are braver than you feel. Modern medicine is marvellous, and your medical team are on your side, and your success is their success. You may find some calm and peace of mind doing some firm if mindfulness which teaches you to live in the moment, neither looking back and feeling regretful, nor trying to predict an uncertain future. I would urge you to give this a try. In the meantime I wish you all the best. Please stay in touch. I will look for your posts. Ann x

misty1515
Member

Re: Worried about coping with everything.

I am new to this forum so I am sure there are more experienced people than me to help you with wise and kind words.

But, as you know, you are not alone.  I posted my experiences recently if you want to read about it and I have to say a hefty dose of anti depressants has helped calm my panic.  I have this evil stuff in my brain!  It is so awful.

If you need to chat, I am here.

Misty1515

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Worried about coping with everything.

I sometimes think my head is going to explode with the enormity of everything. It feels like one minute I had completed treatment for HER2 positive breast cancer and was carrying on with my life and now I have been diagnosed with secondary breast cancer with occurrences in my lungs, chest wall and ribs. I feel ill and defeated before I start. I look at myself trying to walk around and I look like a really I'll person and all I can think is that I'm going to die soon. I'm trying to keep thinking positive thoughts but when you actually feel ill it's difficult. I'm sure other people have felt like me and got through it and any advice would be taken on board. Thank you for reading this.