Hi betty67
I'm sorry to read you're still feeling worried. Whilst you are waiting for the other users to reply with their thoughts and experiences do feel free to give the BCC helpline a call on 0808 800 6000. Here you can talk through your worries and concerns with a member of staff who will offer you a listening ear as well as emotional support and practical information. Lines are open weekdays 9 to 5pm and Saturday 10 to 2pm.
Best wishes Sam, BCC Facilitator