good luck tomorrow with the portacath and next week with the chemo, im there on the 9th to see the onc and have 2nd chemo,, its been ok the last week, 1st week i think i was waiting for things to happen, i felt on edge, if i sneezed i put it down to chemo, coughed, hicupped anything, yesterday i started to lose my hair by the handfull so i have shaved it off, i had fun though as i did have very long red hair and have had it cut shorter and coloured every week leading upto it going, i have tried allsorts of daring colours and styles,, now im trying all my charity shop bought bandanas and scarves, bye for now xx tabitha xx