Anyone in norfolk?

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Hi Debbie
Will look you up next time we are there!!
Well had news that no further cells found after mx - that is good news apparently however the mood i am in today I just feel I had bloody painful recon op taken out for no reason and now have to go through it all over again. Had saline expander inflated half way today that will be 'uncomfortable' ummmm am feeling at best in 'agony' so have phoned surgery for strong pain killers. Am grumpy grumpy cow today. And have abandoned idea of strappy dress for ball one sack for dress and box to go over my head as no more highlights to improve chances with cold cap - oh yes grumpy grumpy cow!! I hope you are all feeling ok though and in much better mood than me!!! Sorry this is a bit of a rant and an I feel sorry for myself post - will be in better mood tomorrow I'm sure!
Denise x

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Hi all, Denise, we must have been on Mundesley beach at same time on Wednesday! If you go again we have beach hut no 5 just down from the beach cafe (its a red colour) come and say hi - usually have a scarf on when I am down there so you may spot me! Let us know how your results go - thinking of you and lots of good thoughts - love to all debbie x

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Hi everyone - went to beach yesterday at Mundesley had lovely day. Back to hospital again tomorrow to find out latest results They have said there shouldnt be any surprises but you never know with this do you. Having implant inflated a bit more too so might float in sea next time we go ...well on one side anyway!! going to a ball next week so must also go and find a new dress.. Should be fun aysymmetric is in apparently but i dont think my lopsidedness is quite what they meant LOL!!thought I would go for a big night out before all the really sh.. bit starts. Have also been stuffing face daren't even look at the scales.
Denise x

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HAHA! its the whole end tho i have lost! had rough nights sleep and think i rubbed it off on pillo!! Ridiculous! Got pencil. Looks ok i guess. Am not totally hairless elsewhere so hope i will still have a few to decorate my fat face!! MYtummy looks pregnant now!! Arrghhhh. Only a bit of fat..not much in the scale of things.
Hope cromer was good. My bro said it was mad busy.

S

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Sue get yourself on that look good feel good session - you get all the products including a good eyebrow pencil! Have just managed to hang onto a few brows and lashes but hope they will return soon - they show you how to fill em in etc without looking startled (LOL) cos I am pretty useless at all that stuff. It takes me about 3 goes but I manage to not look like Gary Glitter at the end of it - god forbid. I too am getting fatter and fatter - cant stop eating! Ho hum as if we havent got enough on our plates eh? Picked up the prescription for Tamoxifen today - start it next week - the side effects can be a bit nasty I have researched and you can get se's like emdimitriosis GREAT! Will have to see how I get on ! take care all debbie x

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my bloody eyebrows are falling out!
How rude.

ive demanded flowers from husband to compensate!
Other than an unsettled baby who keeps crying at night i am fine! ~If not a little tired...grrr

Take care ladies

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Hi girls, glad you are fairing ok Sue. Spent day at beach with family and friends and it was really lovely - sat in shade mostly but the kids were in the water nearly all day - knackered now but feeling ok at last. Denise and Suz - hope u are both ok ???

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Debbie- SE same as before i guess, no worse. Was tired from drivng to nottingham and the wedding so felt bit rubbsh but it was worth it. The dres drama amused me- angered my hubbie as he is finding chemo brain a pain as he has no memory and relies on me!! Not anymore!!
Suz- two more huh? Not too much longer thankfully. My taste not affected but thwe urge to snack is. Put on 10 pounds since april..think miseray and steroids to blame! Will join old slimming world once over tho as that works a treat!
Denise hope recoveryu going well still and your enjoying the norfolk heat! phew too hot for me altho being bald headed is pretty cool!

Take care ladies
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Hi all, hope all ok. Got the dizzzy head back today but nearly there! Hoping to be back to normal tomorrow to make the most of the weather and get to the beach - Dont think I can face the crowds of Cromer Carnival and red arrows tho - we have been the last few years so I think Joe can forego it this year! brows and lashes nearly gone but hope they come back soon. How are your SE's this time Sue?? Hope you enjoyed the wedding despite the drama's - chemo brain is alive and kicking eh? Have a good day everyone, xdebbiex

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Hi Everyone, hope you're all okay and had a good weekend?
Debbie - Congrats tht chemo is over bet its a great feeling - only 2 more for me then i'll be joining your club!!
Sue - Glad the wedding went well despite the dress disaster!! I'm just like you and forget so much at the moment - its really rubbish having chemo brain - hubby hopes it will improve after chemo finishes as he thiks i'm a complete nightmare at the moment!!
Denise - once you start down the chemo route it surprising how quickly it goes . Today is four months since i had my mastec and it seems such a long time ago now. Once you start, the 3 week cycle and get into a routine it flyes by!
I'm over the awful mouth now which is good, i don't think i could have put up with that for longer than a week. Still can't taste anything properly which is a pain, but good for the diet which i started today! Got to try and do something to get rid of this weight - put on a stone in 4 months and am sure its the steriods - so back to aerobic classes and being really good - need to loose some before my 1st wedding anniversary in 6 weeks!!

lol Suz x

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Was good to see you too deebbie. Nurse said to me my bloods looked lieks somone not on chemo!! Ha!
Se were ok at wedding. my memory wasnt and i forgot my dress leading to a mad dash to find a shop and ending up in the ruffest asda ever! Any dress would do and i found quite a nice one and £18...doubt hubbie will forgive the last minute dash about tho. V stressful and only arrived 10 mins befpre wedding kick off. forgot a whole lot of stuff and hate chemo doing this to me. i am so organised and now i am a big bald veg brain! thanks chemo! anyway i found it vaguely amusing as its hardly a big dealin the scale of things huh?
Debbie you should have hair by christmas! am so jealous. i hate the big bald look !
Denise hope you are recovering still and not suffering too much pain wise.
Suz ohope SE are bearable and herceptin not too bad

lots love ladies

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Hi
Debbie glad you have reached the end of your chemo. Its great to hear you sounding positive as you always do. Had really bad days this week but feeling bit more positive today and with the predicted nice weather should be good. Ohh have looked out window predicted weather obviously not realised it should be here.
Everyone else hope you are ok -
Denise x

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Hi girls, nice to see you on Thursday Sue, you are looking very well - hope you get thru the wedding without the SE's kicking in! Well as you know it was my last chemo and the feeling is great. Met with my ONC and he put my mind at rest on lots of things - start the Tamoxifen in 2/3 weeks, wont be having radiotherapy in case I get any more spread in the bones as that can be used to treat them - he reckons the bones are now priority so I am happy with that. He doesnt want to see me until November which is fantastic having that break - after that will prob have scans to make sure the bone spread is contained etc so all in all I am pretty happy with everything. Just get through the next few days of SE's and should start returning to normal - yeah I want my hair back - maybe christmas will see a covering ?? Mind you its looking so grey I could be mistaken for Santa LOL - hope everyone is doing good, keep in touch, debbiex

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Hi all, Denise the anticipation is much worse than the actual event. Once you know the date of your first chemo you can mentally prepare and the actual procedure is better than I imagined. I promise you will feel better about it once its under way!

Sue it does come round quick but at least that means the treatments are getting ticked off - I am just hoping the ONC doesnt want me to have any more for the bones - that's my biggest fear at the mo as its such a buzz to say its my last chemo! Will find out soon I guess! See you tomorrow x

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Suz good to hear from you but not good about your poor mouth! I would be most upset if i could not snack! Thats all thats kept me going..damn weight gain tho too! heyho.
Denise- it does feel real being at clinic. i was most upset going but met debbie there are that was lovely. i still hate going.
Debbie see you tomorrow..god i hate it coming round but 3 will be down...5 to go...jeez.

anyway. got kid free day and may sneak a nap in before they come back

wedding on friday so really hope SE arent any worse than usual..fingers crossed!!

S

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Hi all
Well first appt with onc is through for 25 aug. Oh it all seems horribly real now. Pooh! I think i may have to be dragged kicking and screaming into this. Hope you all get on ok with next chemo, and Debbie your last - hurray! if any of you are there when I come in I will be the one whose husband is dragging her by the ankles!!! Im assuming this appt will just be for details and then will get booked onto regime so might just get to the end of the summer hols.
Denise x

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Hi girls, nice to hear from you Suz, sorry to hear your mouth is sore. The chemo unit give me a good mouth wash which has really helped me - you can ask gp to prescribe it too - its called Difflam oral rinse, I use it after brushing and not had any problems since the first chemo. Sounds like the herceptin will be ok to manage - I hit the tamoxifen soon so will have to see how that goes! Have a lovely couple of days , weather permitting, its chucking it down at the moment! Bye 4 now, debbie x

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Hi All,
Debbie/Sue good luck for Thursday and how lucky that its your last Debbie!! Time soon goes when you look back, must seem ages now since your 1st one?
I'm slowly on the mend but have felt really wrotten the last few days, think its more to do with the chemo than the Herceptin - Have had such a disgusting mouth and so sore i couldn;'t eat anything so went to the hosp today just to check this was normal and it is! Think my body doesn't like these type of chemo drugs but will just have to grin & bear it as only 2 more to go. Herceptin s/e are now ok - don't ache anymore and flu like sysmptons only loast a day - just hope i don't have them each time i have Herceptin.
Hubby got this week off & went to Oxburgh Hall today which was lovely as weather so nice - going to Southwold on Thursday but will be thinking about you ladies.
S x

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Hiya, just be careful re the swine flu Sue, especially after this weeks chemo as we are so open to anything!! You are right about consultants being different - I liked mine to start as he is very amiable but I have heard Dr Harnett is the best there - he actually contributes to the "NICE" guidelines and is v experienced - will ask to see him if I am not happy after Thursday's "chat" with my ONC. Do you have much contact with your bc nurse?? Mine has been great in providing that bridge between me and the onc with my queries - chat to her about the 8 chemo's she may be able to put your mind at rest as to why you are due 8 ?? My ex is taking me to this weeks session and Joe will be with us too tho they take off and have breakfast as soon as we arrive so dont know if you will get to meet Joe! (Not bothered about the ex lol) Have a good day all, love debbie x

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ooo see you there then. still peed off i have 8 cycles...the difference in consultants.gone right off mine running 90 mins late then telling me NO to reducing chemo.will tackle her again as i was so cross at being there 90 mins kind off made me want to get in and out asap.
my mates kids have swine flu so watch this space. saw them thursday so who knows if mine will get it!

arrgghhh

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Hello - I am 10am on Thursday too Sue so see you there! Its really good knowing its my last one - just hope the ONC doesnt want me to have more for the bone mets - it's a possibility but cant even think about it as I am focusing on it being the last chemo EVER ! There's some positive thinking for ya! As he is coming to chat to me I will know my fate sooner rather than later I reckon.

Hope you are ok Denise - let us know when you have to start the ol chemo treadmill (x) we are here for you, you know. How are you doing Suz - let us know how the herceptin is going (x).

Had a good day - blitzed Joe's bedroom today - was a bit ashamed as to how much dirt/wrappers/cars/blue tac/pens/coins can accumulate under a bed! So glad its all done, even inched out some old toys without him knowing - if you do it when they are there they always reckon something they havent touched for months is now their favourite toy! Speak soon, love xdebbeix

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The house ws ok denise as the heathens all ate outside as it was so sunny! phew! carpet looks bt sorry for itself tho! 8 is too many i feel but she wont discuss it till ive had 6..determined to kill me i think!

Debbie will prob see you thursday? My appt 10am Got bloods done today and she took it from my hand (chemo hand) and blew the vein. its well sore silly cow! hope its better by thursday.
Suz hoipe you doing ok
Liz you seem quiet on here lately?

Got wedding in nottingham on friday so hoping SE are no worse than usual as desperate to see friend marry!

anyway better go as little monsters on trampoline!

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Hi girls
All ok here - Happy belated birthday to Gracie bet your still scraping jelly off the walls!!
Recovering ok been nagging to get chemo started and should have appt within two days of surgeon sign off. Went to a funeral yesterday poor guy was only 36 and felt really off and tearful all day which I knew would happen. I would probably have felt worse if I hadnt gone but have renewed determination to grab life by the scruff of the neck today.
Does seem a bit mean to give you eight Sue.
Anyway off to embrace life - and hang out the washing!
D x

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Hi girlies, Suz hope you are ok - sounds a rotten reaction to the herceptin - thought that was a tablet (like tamoxifen) but obviously not - you just never know how you are going to react eh?? I start Tamoxifen in few weeks and hope I dont react badly.

Its been great today eh ? Been to beach with Joe, mum sis and niece and had a lovely time - got a bit of sun despite covering myself in factor 30 but am ok - been on the wine too and feel human ! Hope you are still recovering well Denise - not heard too much from you or Liz - Liz, you can post anytime, we are always here to listen! Enjoy rest of weekend, speak soon, xdebbiex

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party was cracking but bloody tiring catering for 12 kids and 8 mummies but it was worth it! gracie and eve had a ball. ~mum baby sat tonight so we went out for tea and i had a night drink to get over the trauma to my house!!

Suz that sounds rubbish. Hope it doesnt do that each time.

Debbie nearly at number 6!
Denise hope you are recovering

take care ladies
S

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Hi All,
Sue - hope Gracie had a lovely 1st birthday party ?
Oh what a day i've had!! Had 1st lot of Herceptin yesterday and think its the devil drug as reacted badly to it last night. Hubby had to cal the hosp at 1.30 this morning as had temp of 39 and was so shivery and achey. Lucky didn't have to go to hosp as was afraid of that and just had to take paracetmol and have felt okay today just achey/fluey and no energy. I've got 17 more Herceptin's so hope i don't react like that each time - yuk!
Hope the rest of you are having a better time of it at the moment!
Suz x

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Happy birthday to Gracie - hope you are now sorted Sue for her party. Good luck xdebbiex

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i am havig 8 debbie which seems bloody iunfair with clear lymphs! I asked the ONC to redcue it andf she said no! no argument just no. she said she would discuss it wehn i have had 6..nice touch you old bag! i cant honestly see why i need 8 at all.grrrrrrrrrr.

anyway. Gracies first birthday party tomorrow and ASDA idiots have forgotten two of my bags which obviously contains the party food... so desperatly trying to get them to redeliver and feel i may loose my cool!

moan over
Glad chemo has been ok Suz
Denise hope you healing well
Liz hello too

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Hi Girls,
Am okay and chemo went fine but seemed to be up there for hours. Feel really hot, but can't decide if its the weather or the chemo!! Got to go up there again this afternoon to start Herceptin which tye can't give you the 1st one at the same times as chemo as they need to check for any reactions, but the 2nd Herceptin will be the same time as chemo 5 which will be better. You get so fed up of keep going to the hosptial - even though i know its for my own good!!
Glad wedding went well Sue and and that you are okay Denisre after Opp. Hope all well with you too Debbie and Liz you're enjoying your holiday.
Suz x

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Hi Girls, hope yr chemo went ok Suz. Glad the recovery is going well Denise. Sue how many chemo you gotta have then - thought it was 6 like most of us???? I got a call from the secretary of my ONC today - I wasnt due to see him til 24th Sept which is nearly 6 weeks after last chemo - she has arranged for him to come and talk to me next wk when they are giving me the chemo so I can put all my questions to him. I have quite a few queries that I want to straighten out so am gonna write them all down and get him to go thru everything - will let you know how it goes!! Been out and about with my friend and her boys today - right shattered now as i cooked for everyone tonight - doing it all again tomorrow so nite nite all - ps Cromer is still heaving with Ladybirds!

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Well I'm glad you have wine too - in post Prosecco haze after dinner.
By 9 o clock every thing will be la la la!
Love to all Hope you are all ok.
Denise x

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ah denise glad you all ok. did the op go as planned? the car park today was ridiculous. i abandoned my car wildly after driving round for ten mins only to sit for 90 mins in clinic util my appointmwnt! god how can then run so bloody late?!i asked her to reduce my chemo to 6 and she said no so i was in a right olf snot so stalked off home and hubbie now at shop for wine and choc.
stupid woman!

anyway
Suz hope chemo was ok
Liz hope you ok too.
Debbie coming up to last chemo for you!!!! YEAAAAHHHHHH!!!

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Hi
Back in the land of communication yayy!
Feeling much better this time round had different anathwhatsit- cant be bothered to try and spell!!!Apparently the one MJ was so fond of - allegedly - worked for me - not allegedly at all!!!

In all weekend although I did feel I could come home next day apparently bp was in my boots!
Glad you are all doing ok Sue remember so many family weddings standing with a fixed grin on my face and that was without bc to deal with on top of anything else- so have a rest!!
Liz understand how you feel I spent lots of time in the garden after first op and felt well almost in a state of suspended animation.
Suz hope chemo went ok today - it was really hot up there today and the car parking was pants wasnt it!!
Debbie hope you are ok too - heard about the lady birds- got three on my sunglasses today. Which by the way are getting bigger and bigger so i can hide behind them. Victoria Beckham watch this space

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Great weekend Debbie thanks. bloody hard work and wedding and kids dont really mix do they? too much waiting about and slow meals..they did pretty damn good tho bless their little hearts. wig was praised but it still is a bug on my head as far as i am concerned and i wore my headscarf the majority of the time.

hope all us norfolk ladies are doing ok this week. ive found number 2 easier than number 1 and am worried number 3 chemo may be a fly in the ointment and do me in!! i am def better without the steroids.

lots love

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Hi Girls, hope everyone ok.

Denise, dont know if you are home yet but I hope the op went ok - pl let us know how you are doing x

Suz - thinking of you today with your chemo - getting there eh?? Hope the SE's of this lot are manageable x

Sue, how was the wedding ? Hope you had a good time and didnt get too tired x

Liz, how are you doing, hope you had a lovely holiday x

I am feeling pretty much normal again, just a little tired. Got a mate coming up from Essex for 2 days - gonna go to the circus in Mundesley if the weather is crap - the coast is overrun with ladybirds at the moment, scared they might nest in my wig lol x speak soon , debbie x

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Hi all,
Hope you're all doing okay and Denise hope the opp goes well for you.
Haven't been on here for a week or so as hubby had week off so have been out for days which has been lovely.
Got Chemo 4 on Monday and a different lot of drugs this time so hoping don't get any new or different side effects, also starting Herceptin on Wed too so lots going on next week!
Hi Liz, sorry you've had to join us, but this is a great site for support and chatting when things get tough. Make the most of the Big C centre at the hospital as both Debbie and I went on the Pampering Session together and had a great time aswell as lodas of freebie products, which Debbie i'm using too and they are great!! Hope you have a great holiday.
Hope you have a fab time Sue at the wedding and am sure the girls will look fab.
Enjoy the weekend everyone and speak soon.
Suz x

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Hi Liz, its better that you know than all that waiting eh?. The days til your op will wizz by - so far it all sounds promising and its been caught really early - fantastic if you can avoid the old chemo - I hope that stays the case for you. You are right that you dont feel as if you have it. Enjoy your holiday and keep in touch with us, speak soon, xdebbiex

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Hiya,
Liz the newby here, I was diagnosed last Wednesday and had a very stressy week waiting for results from my biopsy. I have to say that I feel relieved as I now know what I am dealing with and it wasn't as bad as I had thought so feel very lucky in a perverse way!
I have a stage 2 cancer which is confined at present to the breast. I have to wait until 21st August until my op to remove lump and lymph nodes, there is a back log and a long wait (everyone on holiday I think) Radiotherapy and hormone therapy follow not sure if chemo needed they said it would be reviewed.
I don't feel as though I have cancer at all at the moment and feel a bit of a fraud but sure will feel different when I have op and treatment.
I am off on my hols next week so really looking forward to a break.
Denise I hope you op goes well, thinking of you all.
Best wishes
Liz

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Hi Denise, dont know if you will see this before you go in but just to say thinking of ya and sending lots of hugs and pos thoughts - hope it goes well - speak soon xdebbiex

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hi Debbie
Glad you are feeling better - well nearly ready to go so will be back in touch after op. Aready know I am fourth on list so best take a good book!!
Sue have a lovely weekend - and everyone else too.
Denise x

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Hello all, starting to feel human again. Took Joe to the little fair in town last night - didnt chance the wig flying off on the waltzers - he went on things on his own bless him. Sue, hope you have a fantastic time at the wedding - bet you n the girls will look gorgeous. Denise, will be thinking of you over next few days - its always daunting but you will be fine - let us know how it all goes wont you. Suz, havent heard from you lately - hope you are ok?? I am using all the lovely products we were given on pampering day - I dont go out without the full slap on these days - think it helps the ol confidence! Have a good day all, luv xdebbiex

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Sue
Its called Aroma and is in Back Lane - on the Best of Norwich website it says they specialise in eyelashes and eyebrows for ladies who have lost theirs through cancer treatment or alopecia. After the op i might go and have some put on just in case! I assume they are still there, there is a phone number on website.
Lovely cold glass of wine then off to bed!!!
D xx

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OH denise i am so going to try those lashes if mine fall out!! where is it in wymondham? i am from there-lovely town.
Glad seal trip was good. baby is kamakaze at the best so will avoid that for few years! she is totally bomb proof and really should have been born a boy!
Tingley face- prob is stress. Your body reacts in such funny ways to stress and it can easily produce a physical outcome. best to check as always tho.

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Hi
Very cute seals - really nice day. Would be lovely trip for kids Sue but i dont think I would have attempted it when mine were the ages yours are. They would would have been man overboard in about 30 seconds!!!They were very wriggly! Glad you are feeling better today. I looked on the internet and there is a place in Wymondham that does false eyelashes for chemo ladies - must be super dooper glue! - they are suppposed to be semi permanent cant quite work out how but willing to try anything.

Debbie definately would ask BCN about rads - am going to doctors tomorrow with Molly so am going to ask about this whole face thing I have going on - I'm so paranoid I just hope it is stress and not something more sinister.

Hope everyone else is ok.
Denisex

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Debbie listen to your body i guess. i have felt good today so have done a lot and hope i dont regret it tomorrow! Need to pack tomorrow for wedding trip. Most washing clean now! God kids produce a lot. all of the clobber then has to be winkled into a micra!! Hilarious.

Not sure why you are not having radiotherapy debbie. bit weird. im sure you BCN will know more.

Denise hope seals were cute! Bit windy today so boat may have been choppy!

Suz hope you ok- chemo this week i guess?
am knackerd so will leave it here!

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Hi Sue n all - I have had that mid way onc appt - dont see him again til end of Sept but have too many questions in meantime so gonna ring my BCN tomorrow - I have to go on Tamoxifen after last chemo in mid aug but nothing much has been said, I also want more assurance on why i am not having radiotherapy now - so I might try and see him sooner if thats poss. Spoke a bit too soon this morning - I am having a really dizzy giddy day so Joe has gone off with his dad for a while - think its when the blood count is low?? Just gonna veg again ...................

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OH shit debbie i thought the old eyelashes and brows would hold on! I will have a major breakdown if i loose mine! Got ONC appt tuesday.Have you?
Am feeling much better today. Up all night weeing so guess water retention has gone! Lost 2 pounds over night!! Ha!
Going shopping in bit for gracies first birthday which is on saturday! Can not believe it.

Denise love the seals at blakeney. been a long time since i went tho.

Take care ladies

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Hope you are all feeling a bit better today. Am taking kids to see the seals at Blakeney lunchtime so hope the sun holds out. Didnt buy anything to cheer me up yesterday but ever hopeful. Cant bring myself to look at wigs at the moment but must start to get organised.
Packing for a weekend away care of the NHS to be done.
Sue remember the hair pulling stage well - can see how difficult that could be at the moment.
Debbie nearly done with the chemo - that must be such a relief. Well must go and paint on a smile to go out!
Denise x

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Hello girls, hope everyone ok? Was still really knackered yesterday, but starting to rally a bit now. The sun is out so I guess I should do something with my lad - he was really good yesterday, just kept a low profile - as long as I fed him he was fine! My eyebrows and lashes seem to be coming out this time - just about hanging on to some ggrrrrrr....... have a nice day, xdebbiex

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Definately something in the water - have been stresssed and tearful and like you say Debbie p****d of pretending everything is fine. And that smile that people give you - kind of half a smile a bit of a shrug and a blink. ARRRGHH!

In my head I am already making plans to hibernate for the winter. When I do go out I seem to get really bad stress symptoms especially if I meet someone who doesnt know. Had really bad tingly face and convinced it was something worse - brain being the only bit they havent scanned - but doctor and BCN think it is just stress. I hope their b****y right.
Anyway off to face Norwich now - will cheer myself up by buying something lovely! Husbands birthday so buying him a great big chocolate cake.

Denise x