This must be a very difficult time for you.
As well as the support you will receive here we also have a service called 'Someone Like Me' where you can talk to someone who has had a similar experience to you, this can be by phone or email. If you would like more information on this service here is the link to it.
Also, we have a free helpline where you can talk things through with a member of staff who are there to offer emotional support as well as practical information. The free phone number is 0808 800 6000 and the lines are open Monday to Friday 9.00 to 5.00 and Saturday 10.00 to 2.00.
With best wishes