So seen oncologist, cried , pressed for scan to be bought toward, got it tomorrow, but then I have results sooner, and strangely more scared, as I suppose while you don't know, you don't have to deal with it? But desperately wanting to know it hasn't spread, I do know starting chemo two weeks today, hated going in hospital, having to ask where to go, oncology, could feel their pity!! Got took in bad news room, as was crying so much, left with loads of cancer **bleep**! Still I know what I have to do.
Well hospital for me today seeing oncologist, I have taken camp in my bed, its the only place I feel safe, good luck again bottyboo, and hug to Emma, we will soon be on other side, the waiting is just the worse, , Emma you and I are in same boat, chemo ,op, radio, jeez, and bottyboo, I want to run away, I just want to wake up, and say that was a site dream, just got to do lunch boxes, daughter needs prom dress, the works is still turning!! Have to say I have had some real self pitying moments! And that is something I despised in people, like yesterday I was looking at people, thinking will my life ever be happy again! Will I be carefree walking round supermarj , again, such a boring thing I took for granted,
Hi Em, you will be exhausted all the emotion and information is draining. I'm northern too, Yorkshire and hoping to cold cap. I had surgery first, mine was small, chemo to follow as a safeguard. Not looking forward to it. I've had some advice from the ladies Kim mentions, everyone on here is so helpful. Hope you sleep better tonight xx
27 and diagnosed with invasive.....
tried to to copy and paste but it won't work! I'm similar age and circumstances to you it seems xx