It sounds like you're having a pretty tough time at the moment. As June mentioned in the post above BCC have a helpline where you can talk things through with a trained member of staff. Here you share your feelings and concerns with some one who will offer you a listening ear as well as emotional support.
The free phone number is 0808 800 6000 and the lines are open Monday to Friday 9.00 to 5.00 and Saturday 10.00 to 2.00.
Best wishes Sam, BCC Facilitator
Welcome to the forums, this must be a very worrying time for you but you have come to the right place for support from our experienced users who I’m sure will be along to support you soon.
In the meantime maybe you would like to talk things through with a member of our helpline staff who are there to offer emotional support as well as practical information. The free phone number is 0808 800 6000 and the lines are open Monday to Friday 9.00 to 5.00 and Saturday 10.00 to 2.00.
Hi E_841 and welcome to the BCC forums
As Cathie has mentioned, BCC have a helpline which is open 9-5 weekdays and 10-2 Saturdays so please feel free to call to talk through your concerns on 0808 800 6000
You may find the following link to the BCC 'Worried' page useful, here you will find more information along with a booklet called 'Your breast clinic appointment' which you can read/downoad to find out what to expect: