Diagnosed with cancer for second time (first time 10 yrs ago: lumpectomy) and only discharged from clinic last November as clear. This time the breast cancer was a lot bigger and much more serious and fast growing. At first it was suggested that I could be treated with Letrozole but after the surgery it was decided I needed chemo. I am terrified if losing my hair amongst all the other side effects and yes, I know that sounds very vain but I do really dread it. After seeing the oncologist she gave me Tamoxifen until I gave her my decision about chemo. I only took it for three days in total but within hours of the first tablet I had the most awful side effects so by the third day I was told by the breast clinic to stop it immediately and then contact the oncologist. I did as advised and am now awaiting an appointment for chemo to begin.
I knew for three weeks that I had a recurrence before I told my husband/family and managed to keep it all ‘under my hat’ so to speak but after seeing the breast surgeon and her detailed verdict on the operation results my whole world fell apart. I couldn’t believe it, as with the first cancer I maintained a very high standard of self control. I am still finding it difficult to keep in contact with people other than my husband as I tend to fold up into floods of tears and cannot even hold a conversation. Heaven only knows how I will cope with the chemo side effects. I am 74 so I suppose I have had a reasonable innings as you miight say.