I'm sorry to read you're having a tough time at the moment. As well as the support you receive here you might find it helps to talk through how you are feeling with a staff member on the BCC helpline. Here you can share your concers with someone who will offer you emotional support as well as practical information. The number to call is 0808 800 6000 and the lines are open Monday to Friday 9to 5pm and Saturday 10 to 2pm.
Best wishes Sam, BCC Facilitator
I'm sure other users will be along to support you soon but in the mean time you may find it useful to contact our free helpline on 0808 800 6000 and talk to one of the staff, opening hours are Monday to Friday 9.00 – 5.00 and Saturday 10.00 – 2.00.