Hi again Joanne
You might also be interested in reading our booklet which covers what to expect at your clinic appointment. It can be downloaded or orderd via this link:
Welcome to the forums, I'm sure you'll receive lots of support from other members.
Whilst you're waiting, I just wanted to say that if you feel it would help to talk about how you're feeling before your appointment, do call our Helpline on 0808 800 6000. They're open weekdays 9-5 and Saturday 10-2.