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Do I laugh or cry????

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Mazzalou
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Re: Do I laugh or cry????

Don't forget to put the boover boots and braces on your shopping list too, KahrenQ, and perhaps a nice skull and crossbones tattoo to complete 'The Look'!!!
Enjoy the wine!
Cheers xxx

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Thank you ladies. I know it is funny, it just doesn't feel like it yet! This week was my one year anniversary of the mx so I have been very reflective and very paranoid so the timing wasn't great.
I went back there yesterday and the same guard called me over and handed me a £5 gift voucher from the manager - she had been worried that I would complain! I invested it unwisely in a bottle of wne which I will enjoy after I see the onc tomorrow.
When I saw my son and his daughter yesterday I remarked that the whole C experience has left me feeling old and my lovely 9 year old grandaughter informed me that " You always have been old though Grandma". Now THAT was funny! And I remember thinking the same about my Grandma, rest her soul!
Any way, lots to be grateful for so new day next step forward!
GIJaneH
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Feel angry.... Then laugh.... Then tell the story to others and make THEM laugh... Is my pattern... And you seem to be doing that well

keep smiling

jane

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when my hair was growing back the same happened to me that was 18 years ago .......glad u saw the funny side in the end ...its the little thing like that can be so up setting .... lol pat butcher ear rings ...u go girl .... x
Irenee
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Oh Kahren, My heart goes out to you...This C thing robs us of everything but I find it's always better to see the funny side...One day you will look back and laugh. people can be so ignorant. I have had many weird remarks while out in my wigs, even my best friends say things like 'Well I suppose the wig is alright'. One friend said have you got any better ones?
Today my husband shaved my head (I only had fluff) but I feel so much better. Last night I dreamed I had a lovely head of hair (sigh).
..We have come so far.. We are attrative... remember 'No one can make you feel inferior without your own consent.' Eleanor Roosevelt.
Morwenna
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Similar has happened to me attempting to use a public convenience at a park after a walk. I didn't have any hair at the time, was wearing sunglasses, with no hat, jeans and t-shirt.

As I approached, there was a young boy sitting on the floor between the men's and ladies, obviously waiting for his mum. As I would practically have to step over him to get in, and I didn't want to alarm him, I thought I would say "hello" as I approached! He was still terrified, and screamed "Mom!!", at which point "Mom" emerged, took one look at me, and all but screamed as well! I smiled as sweetly as I could, and she gasped "ooh, you gave me a fright!" Then the small girl with her stared at me, and said "Who are YOU!??"

By this time, I was a bit impatient with the whole bally family, not to mention rather desperate to get to the loo!, so I responded, "Who are YOU!!!???" and continued past them into the building. I was really quite upset. I hate looking like this, and now I have lost my brows and lashes, although my hair is about 1cm, it is very sparse and mostly dead white.

So attractive! 😞
chicita
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Oh Kahren I'm sorry, I know it must have been very distressing for you at the time, but your post made me laugh so much the dog started barking!
I look so much like a bald old man when I get up in the morning if anyone saw me and husband together they'd think we were a couple of old puffs (not a PC term I know but you get my drift) I never wore much makeup before chemo but it now takes me 20 minutes slapping it on nice and thick just to make me look (and feel) more feminine. I think the Pat Butcher earrings would be one step too far for me though.
Thanks for posting this, it's bucked me up no end 🙂
X Yvonne
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Do I laugh or cry????

OK. Had Mx 1 year ago. Chemo ended Nov 2012.
Now I have post chemo hair, about 2 cm very grey. But it is mine! I abandoned head coverings months ago.
Yesterday, dressed in jeans and with a walkers type coat, I headed to my local Asda. Half way round I wanted the loo, so leaving my daughter wth the trolley I headed to the ladies. I went in but was grabbed by the arm by a female security guard and dragged out. She proceeded to explain that was the ladies and I couldn't go in. At this point I did point out I was female.....and proceeded to burst into tears and burble about chemo, baldness and not feeling like a woman anyway anymore.
I have been positive all the way through but yesterday I was lower than I have been in months by this one silly event.
Today, I can start to see a funny side - the family roared when I told them, which made me feel worse at the time.
Any way, I am off to find some Pat Butcher earrings and I will wear skirts for shopping.....or will people just think I am cross dressing?????
Rant over.....and thinking about it, I can see the funny side.