It sounds lovely. I started plans back in the beginning of my secondary journey, 12 years ago. So many things have changed in 12 years and I threw it all away. Maybe I will try again. I haven't found anything as lovely sounding here in the states. Maybe I should look again since So many years have gone by. FF
I’ve actually enjoyed planning the celebration of my life. I’ve found a company that buries you in a wicker basket. You decide which trees you would like to be buried under ( I’m choosing an oak) but there are all sorts. They will plant bulbs and flowers of your choice on top and you can have a plaque on the tree (fairy door with special family message) all for £600. I’ve picked three songs, one at beginning and end really jokey and the one in the middle to make people laugh. I wrote a stupid ditty tpand one beautiful poem. My daughters are really on board and my hubby just accepts all that I do. It has been carthatic and really underpins the meaning of life for me. Can’t wait to go and visit the woods to choose tree (meaning when I’m still alive ha ha ) these sites are all over the country. It also means that my loved ones has this weight taken off of their shoulders and we’ve both laughed and cried about my choices. In fact, they helped decide. Xx hope this helps
I am sorry to hear you are having such a difficult time at the moment.
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