Welcome to the BCC Forum. I'm sorry to hear you are feeling so worried. I'm sure other members will soon be along to offer you some support.
You could also talk things over with one of our Helpliners when they re-open on Monday. They will be able to offer you practical information and emotional support. The opening times are 9-5 on weekdays and 10-2 on Saturdays. The number is 0808 800 6000
Very best wishes