Now im sure he is fed up of the sight of me!
I used to be the first on the dance floor on a night out
and now I know that is not true...we are so fleeting
I used to see a doctor once a year...
Me too Olivia - keep hoping
I used to think I was immortal
Now I am packing too much in
I used to think we would have a happy retirement together and travel
Now I know it might
I used to waste time
...I also wore huge shoulder pads in the 80's !
I used to think my cancer would never come back
Now i am happy with my two girls and two grandchildren, love them dearly
I used to wear leggings lol!!!
Now I would like to have a job and get to retirement
I used to think I would have a large family
Yes, in fact I didn't know they existed but now they are an enormous comfort
I used to think retirement would be carefree
Now I know no age is immune
I used to think web sites like this were for lonely people
Now I just want to
I used to think BC only affected older women
Over the past few years walking has been my saviour,
I used to worry about getting older
now i wish i had the energy - not even started chemo
i used to take think exercise didn't matter.........
and now I am grateful to dream...lol
I used to at least try to exercise daily...
now I am one of them
I used to daydream
now I am plotting to go again by Christmas!
I used to wonder how people gained so much weight....
I'm waiting to see if it has
I used to enjoy going to the hairdresser
Luckily am very confident
I used to think it would never happen to me
And hopefully you will again
I ued to be more confident....
I used to be able to walk for miles
and still do.
I used to be thinner.
Still have to unfortunately
I used to like meeting new people
now I dont as I could never do the same (useless)
I used to wash my hair every day
now I am so fed up seeing my big body from too many angles!
I used to watch DIY tv programmes
Still do, fortunately did not have chemo
I used to love clothes shopping
Now I am up at 4am every day and get so tired
I used to dye my hair
Now I know so much
I used to be able to sleep at night
Now i wish for good health all the time
i used to not know anything about breast cancer
Now I appreciate it so much
I used to take my good health for granted
Now i have no conscience about it whatsoever
I used to think forums were not for people 'like me'....
Now I know money isn't everything
I used to feel guilty being off sick
Hope all goes well Flora, they give you such joy!
I sleep when the need comes over me.
I used to think winning the lottery was the ultimate dream
My first grandchild is due in 28 days (not that I'm counting), so looking forward to that kind of mess!
I used feel guilty about sleeping during the day
Now im glad i still have two of them
I used to moan when my grandchildren made a mess
now I make Life my work !!
I used to moan about my boobs .
But know I wear it short and hold my head high.
I used to make work my life
Now i still eat what I fancy and whats good for me (everything)
I used to hide behind my hair
Now at 60 I feel young
I used to eat anything I fancied
I hope I get to be that old
I used to think I was too young to worry about a silly thing called cancer
Now I know and enjoy it
I used to think 50 was really old!
now I buy them for my grand children
I used to wonder about retirement
you wild thing you....lol
and now I hide my missing breast and protect the other...
I used to wear bikinis
So did I but am too old now
I used to flash my breasts in the 60s/70s
Now i plan for the immediate future and dream of the distant future
I used to love wearing a short skirt
Now she visits me at home... (she's great by the way)
I used to not have to plan plan plan
now I spend just as much time choosing outfits everyday, they just have a higher neckline!!
I used think I was in real trouble when my boss called me to his office....
lol... now I know its my lifeline...
I used to be a snappy dresser...
Now i sunbathe in shorts and top
I used to think a laptop was a small dog lol
I still am a bit of a know all!
I used to sunbathe topless
Now i'm happy just to get out at all
I used to think i had all the answers