I finished my treatment for bc in september of last year, on Tamoxifen for 5 years, Had the usual paranoia over evry little niggle , A couple of months ago was experiencing intermittant headaches and mentioned to doctor at open access , she put my mind at rest, whilst having a headache one day I massaged my head/neck and felt a lump on the back of my neck , put it down to muscle spasm, tension etc, anyway mentioned it to dr tgis morning at appointment for prescription and hes not happy with it and trying to arrange emergency scan as im due to go on holiday on saturday !!
Now im in total shock/panic ..... its at the back of my neck so I really wasnt alarmed just a bit niggled by it if it had been at the front I would have had checked asap , I really wish I had put my head in the sand a bit longer had my holiday and face it when I was back , im so scared I feel sick, The only thing im trying to convince myself is it could be a harmless fatty lump anything else is too frightening to contemplate at the moment
I just wanted to sound off really/vent my frustration at myself for not doing something sooner I feel so bl**dy stupid now, bit I honestly thought it was muscle/tension !!
Please ladies ignore nothing , I will updat once I know more myself , im still going on holiday !!