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Oh mate sending you a squidgy hug xx
You are absolutely allowed to have "off days" you are tired and probably fatigued from the daily grind of going to and from the hospital for your rads but it wont be long before you see that light at the end of the tunnel and we will be ringing the bells for you.
Yes you are super lucky, as I was, to have your lump found early but that doesnt stop you getting a little overwhelmed by it all. at times I hated that my life was being controlled for nearly 5 weeks by that one apt each day, I felt I had lost control of my life and on one occasion burst into tears in the session, but it wont last my friend.
And of course you have had the issue of the bird would be enough to try anyone.
When I feel like that, and I do from time to time, I just go out walk in my garden, I find the fresh air does me the world of good and I come back in feeling soooo much better about things
It is difficult, in the early days after surgery you have so many visitors as everyone is wanting to make sure that you are ok but as you quite rightly say they have their own lives to lead. Suggestion, why dont you give one of your friends/family a call and ask them round for a coffee, or even meet them somewhere for one, they might not realise that you could do with a bit of company. let them know.
Loads of hugs
Helena xxx
