Horrible disease. When going through treatment you focus on the disease being killed off/cut out etc, once treatment finished I feel that there's nothing to focus on apart from it coming back! As a good friend of mine once said "If you're going to worry all the time about it coming back, then it may as well come back". Good advice but I find it hard to not worry.
This must be a very difficult time for you, if you would like to talk things through with a member of our helpline staff please give us a call. The staff are there to offer emotional support as well as practical information. The free phone number is 0808 800 6000 and the lines are open Monday to Friday 9.00 to 5.00 and Saturday 10.00 to 2.00.
With best wishes