Nervous but.cant wait.?.

Hi…All
Havent been on website for a wee while…sorry!
FEC x3 finished. 1x Tax…2 Tax to go…last one 24th December!!

See surgeon on 21st Dec…got told I need a R mastectomy…am so nervous about what he/she will say…just the thought of going to the appointment terrifies me…

I keep thinking…that chemo will all be over…and nothing can be any more worse than going through the chemo stage…

Am I just freaking out?? about the appointment…

Am terrified off surgery, and the pain that I might experience…

Too many thoughts
Sorry…
Px