I just popped on to check out the new forum and saw your post; I do so sincerely hope some of the waiting for results time is over, and that that is a little relief. I am so sorry you have had to join us on here after all you have been through. Hope just knowing we are here is a bit supportive - shout if you need anything specific. all the best from one of the "long standing but not often on here" thread members ! N
Welcome to the BCC discussion forums where I am sure you will get lots of good honest support from the many informed users of this site who have a wealth of knowledge and experience between them.
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