Firstly welcome to the BCC forums, I hope you will find them a great source of support and information.
As well as the support you are receiving here, it might help to talk things through with a trained member of staff on our helpline. Here you can share your concerns with someone who will offer you a listening ear as well as emotional support and practical information. The number to call is 0808 800 6000 and the lines are open Monday to Friday 9 to 5pm and Saturday 10 to 2pm.
Best wishes Sam, BCC Facilitator