Bless you Claire. I think it hits everyone didfferently, at times i was a nervous wreck, other times perfectly rational. I was told at first chemo, rads the lot but after lumpdectomy and all my nodes not just the first suspect one were removed and were clear and all tissue around the lump was clear my new surgeon said border line for chemo but the oncologist said was pointless for me cause it would make such a little diffrence to my chances of it reoccurring and as im very petite and slightly built he felt would do me more harm than good, So its tamoxifen and rads, Started the tamoxifen sems ok waiting for rads. Im a lot older than you in my 60s but was very fit and healthy before,still am in other ways, I think that was it, ive never once felt ill so it was hard to think i had cancer.and at times seemed like happening to someone else. Not me. still does sometimes.
You probably know whats what now Claire. keep us posted, Such a pity re your hols, and know you dont want to disappoint your kids.june
