Oh dear, you poor thing! You have done very well so far, having the lumpectomy and although it's a nuisance being triple negative, it's good that your nodes were clear.
Have you had any therapy to help with your anxiety? If not, you should see your GP and see about getting some to help along the way. Also try the Head Space app, my daughter is anxious and finds that helps.
I go between feeling sad and a bit bitter about being diagnosed (still waiting for my lumpectomy etc) but don't feel particularly anxious about it but I am sure many people do. You should be able to get suitable support to help you tackle the chemo, once it's under way, I'm sure you will manage. Make sure you GP and/or your Breast Nurse knows how you are feeling.
Amanda x
