I hope someone can reassure me! I was diagnosed 2yrs ago, 2 tumours in left breast and 3underarm. I had 6 rounds of chemo, two lots of surgery ( wle and anc) 3wks rads. This all took place in 2013. I was on herceptin until march 2014 as It had an effect on my heart function so I had some breaks in the cycles. I also started Letrozole. In june 2014 i went on to annual checkups. I had some lipofilling last year which took @ four weeks to recover from and next week I am going in for another "fill"
On top of all that, i hace Crohns disease and after the chemo finished, as the onc warned me, it flared up with a vengeance and it took the gastro people about a year to finally get it under control- I had numerous colonoscopies, and several tries with various drugs until finally in July 2014 i was started on a drug which has ti be administered via IV and I go to the hospital every eight weeks to get this. It is a immuno-suppresant drug.
I am really struggling mentally as I feel it is only now I have had time to start processing what has happened to me. I am trying to do everything to keep well but I still get really tired and have low days.
i just dont feel ready to go back yet, but I feel so guilty! II am still being paid half pay ( per my contract) and have had "checkins" with my employer every 4mths or so via the group disability provider, who has also got my consent to access my med records. Now HR have referred me to Occ Health and I have to have a telephone consultation with a random doctor next week. I am terrified! My job is very stressful, and I was off with stress a few months before dx. I am so scared that I will be made to go back before Im ready, in reality Id like to pack in my job, but I am hoping they might offer ill health retirement. I dont know how realistic this is. Can anyone help? I feel all over the place! Sorry for post/rant!