crying - is a release though
being poked and prodded, but rather them do it than not
skin looks naff- cant think a postive to that
limited conversation from myself
am glad i have found people on here that help me each day and that i hopefully help too.
having naps when i need them
making plans for achievements to do next year
knowledge of cancer for others
of being prodded and poked , blood tests , waiting for results , worrying about every ache and pain, feeling old before my time, Hating my body, joints that ache and not being able to do the things I used too. No one really understanding me,
People making me feel that because its over a year ago that I must be cured.
not being able to wear my old clothes.
And worst of all living with the sword of damaclees hanging over my head.
I dont feel any better but at least its nice to know other people feel the same . suzan
Waiting, always waiting!
Oh and I forgot ...
* memory loss!
All of the above
* hair like grey pubes
* being told it suits me
* pubes like barbed wire
* bloated stomach
* extra 2 stones - mostly on stomach
* aching joints
* struggling to get of chair/bed
* old lady arms
* wonky boobs
* broken finger nails
* looking like Mrs Overall
* walking like Mrs Overall
* being told I look lovely!
Grrrrrrr ... Ooooh that's better
Crazycatlady - I'm with you on all of yours!
-going to the hospital (and I haven't started on chemo yet)
-going to the doctors (wound not healing)
-feeling everything that goes wrong in my house (including exhaust -falling off the car on the school run yesterday) is all down to my bad luck
-people telling me that wigs are great these days and nobody will notice
-wearing my sports bra day and night
-people saying you are looking well (when I'm not bloody ill)
-thinking about BC!
Thanks feeling better already
im sick of people thinking that because all my treatment is finished and my first mammo came back NED, im now CURED! God I wish it was so simple lol
I'm sick of
the house is empty so I shouted it as I wrote it, that works for a while 🙂
Feeling so tired and just counting the minutes til bedtime
Pains in my head
The house looking such a mess
Me looking such a mess!
Being told to "cheer up"
I'm sick to my back teeth of:
Washing my prostheses each evening
Washing my compression sleeve each evening
Forgetting to take tamoxifen at the right time
Feeling like my head is in a fug
Me for being full of self pity!
Good idea to have a rant, it does work! Elinda
Folk telling me how 'lucky' I am
Getting my t!ts out
Crying at corrie
Not being able to shave 1 armpit!
Oooh that feels better 😉 x
Okay here's my rage of the day, Please feel free to add !
I am sick to my back teeth of ..........
Looking like crap
Feeling low, no self esteem
Sticky up hair
Short of breath
Eating through boredom
Feeling That i'm to blame for everything that goes wrong!
Most Friends now dropped me ! or Maybe I dropped them !
Still smoking too much!
Okay, my rant over.... Please feel free to have a rant !!!!
Love Teresa x