Sick To My Back Teeth Of.................................

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Okay here’s my rage of the day, Please feel free to add !

I am sick to my back teeth of …

Looking like crap
Feeling low, no self esteem
In pain
Sticky up hair
Short of breath
HOT SWEATS
Cold Shivers
Headaches
angry
tearful
Medication
Eating through boredom
BORED
Feeling That i’m to blame for everything that goes wrong!
No Money
Most Friends now dropped me ! or Maybe I dropped them !
Still smoking too much!

Okay, my rant over… Please feel free to have a rant !!!

Love Teresa x

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Folk telling me how ‘lucky’ I am
Getting my t!ts out
Crying at corrie
Not being able to shave 1 armpit!
Aqueaous cream

Oooh that feels better :wink: x

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I’m sick to my back teeth of:

Washing my prostheses each evening
Washing my compression sleeve each evening
Forgetting to take tamoxifen at the right time
Feeling like my head is in a fug
Me for being full of self pity!

Good idea to have a rant, it does work! Elinda

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Feeling so tired and just counting the minutes til bedtime
Pains in my head
The house looking such a mess
Me looking such a mess!
Being told to “cheer up”

Grrrrrrrrrr!

Sue xx

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I’m sick of

everything
everything and
EVERYTHING

the house is empty so I shouted it as I wrote it, that works for a while :slight_smile:

Melxx

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im sick of people thinking that because all my treatment is finished and my first mammo came back NED, im now CURED! God I wish it was so simple lol

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Crazycatlady - I’m with you on all of yours!

-going to the hospital (and I haven’t started on chemo yet)
-going to the doctors (wound not healing)
-feeling everything that goes wrong in my house (including exhaust -falling off the car on the school run yesterday) is all down to my bad luck
-people telling me that wigs are great these days and nobody will notice
-wearing my sports bra day and night
-people saying you are looking well (when I’m not bloody ill)
-crying
-sympathetic people
-thinking about BC!

Thanks feeling better already
Rachelx

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All of the above

* hair like grey pubes
* being told it suits me
* pubes like barbed wire
* bloated stomach
* extra 2 stones - mostly on stomach
* aching joints
* struggling to get of chair/bed
* old lady arms
* wonky boobs
* broken finger nails
* looking like Mrs Overall
* walking like Mrs Overall
* being told I look lovely!

Grrrrrrr … Ooooh that’s better

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Oh and I forgot …

* memory loss!

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Waiting, always waiting!

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of being prodded and poked , blood tests , waiting for results , worrying about every ache and pain, feeling old before my time, Hating my body, joints that ache and not being able to do the things I used too. No one really understanding me,
People making me feel that because its over a year ago that I must be cured.
my prosthesis,
not being able to wear my old clothes.
And worst of all living with the sword of damaclees hanging over my head.
I dont feel any better but at least its nice to know other people feel the same . suzan

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negs
crying - is a release though
being poked and prodded, but rather them do it than not
skin looks naff- cant think a postive to that
limited conversation from myself
boredness

*********************************************************************
plusses
am glad i have found people on here that help me each day and that i hopefully help too.
having naps when i need them
making plans for achievements to do next year
knowledge of cancer for others

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Seeing how down folks can get …big hugs to all of you! xxxxx

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all of the above +

  • fracturing my ankle after last radiotherapy
    -no money
  • no sex
  • being told short hair is so me
  • Emma Watson cut her hair short you are so on trend
  • forgetting to take my tamoxifen
    -taking my tamoxifen
  • people going after last radiotherapy " you have finished now…"
    -skin sore from rads
  • the feeling that people expect me to be all dancing all singing. I am not the same person since diagnosis and they can’t see that
    -sick of being told that I am so strong. I am not i am breaking inside
  • feeling guilty because my friends are super and i would not have got through this without their love and support.

Thats my rant done

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O bloody hell, this is good. Can I play?

  • still having the rock hard tissue expander in 10 months after the op
  • my portacath digging into my skin and hurting all the time
  • spots from the Herceptin
  • being told to be positive
  • being asked if I’ve ‘had the all clear yet’
  • not being able to get full travel insurance
  • having been in treatment since last Janaury and still having 6 months to go
  • money hassle now I’ve closed my business
  • having to phaff about with cream etc post rads
  • having to massage the tissue expander every day to help avoid capsular contracture
  • having to phaff about with my ‘bad’ arm all the time to make sure the lymphoedema doesn’t worsen
  • strangers poking around with my body
  • not being able to do the sports I did before
  • losing friends
  • lopsided boobs
  • bloody pink ribbons

Hurrumph.
{{takes a bow and retreats}}

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Not being able to balance on my wii my cog is 52 - 48 well i ask you what does this machine expect it also says overweight

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my wii telling me I’m obese!

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keeps coming up failed on my hola hoop keeps falling down

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Oh Excellent ladies keep them coming, I have cried with laughter… Sorry not supposed to be funny but it is !!!

It’s kind of nice to see we are all in the same boat!!!

When I wrote this thread, I didn’t even think anyone would reply !!!

Keep up the rants, I could actually go again !!!

xxx

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Hmmm
I’m sick of

Looking like a short Matt Lucas
My finder nails dropping off
Freaking out at the slighest twinge
Apologizing to nurses for my crap veins before they stick me again.
The shocked look on the delivery mens faces when I answer the door bald.
Wishing I could wind the clock back and have my peace of mind back.
Bl**dy hot flushes.
Crying at every sentimental tv moment, even dog food adverts- if the dog is cute and he loves his food- boo,hoo
Tragic!
Dx