Being taken for granted by my family, they think because i've had 2 ops and rads a few months ago all is well - it is far from well, my head is spinning from it all, my boob hurts, I can't stay awake after work, I get grumpy/depressed, not that they've noticed!
Then people say I "look so well" (make up is a wonderful thing), "you are so lucky" (I don't feel lucky, have had some of my boob taken away and still don't know whether they've got it all!), etc., etc., and as for work, don't get me started, they still expect you to turn up and be the same as before when you really feel like telling everyone to get over themselves and stop moaning! Does this sound familiar or am I cracking up?! I keep busy but feel like it's all an act for everyone else. Even the GP couldn't arrange the Counselling promised in January, just as well I wasn't suicidal isn't it!
On the positive side got appointment on Wednesday when, hopefully, will find out some answers, trying to be positive but it is very difficult when all you want to scream out is "why me"!
Keep posting girls, keeping us sane, this website forum is a life-saver xxx
