Hey bizzy lizzy,
I remember being terrified of starting chemo again. I am having taxotere too, but with carboplatin. Like you was told it would be 4-6, although now I have had 4 it seems to be 6. Again, like you couldnt have the same chemo as before. I was treated for first primary 2009-2010, had 4 ec and 4 taxol.
I found it a really hard time. Was very emotional and up-and-down. Just wasnt sure I could do it all again. The way I coped was to break it down into small bits and take it one step at a time. Now, I am more than half way through and although it has been tough, you get through it. I also had surgery during chemo which really took it out of me. And yet, I had a few days before my ls cycle when I felt really good. I am telling you this ot hopefully give you some hope that you too can do this!
I am sending you lots of positive thoughts and encouragement.
Rattles x