The doubts and fears are creeping in

[Jenny065]

Hello Jules,   So pleased with the news.  what a big relief.  I don't look in so often now, but just wishing you all  best wishes for the future.  I started my journey in Oct 2012, and think I have  just reached the end, as I had my nipples tattooed on abot 3 weeks ago, just have to go back in about another 5 weeks for a check and maybe colour top up.  That made me feel so good.   Now all i need to do is sort the back out- but that is old age- ugh.

Take care everyone,  and sending  warm huggles   Jenny. 

[Nenya]

Oh thank goodness, big sigh of relief. Sending hugs xxxx

[pandorra1]

Great news jules, onwards and upwards ! Xxxxxx

[Jules68]

Aww ladies they were cysts phew big sigh of relief.. I don't log in here very often but my heart is warmed with your support x x

[pandorra1]

Can relate to that Ann, I think it's normal for all of us to have our off days. But it helps to talk about and that's why this forum is so special. Thinking of everyone and sending lots of xxxxxxxxx

[Ann60]

I'm just reaching my first anniversary next month . My tumour found on mammo 8mm no lymph node cancer just removed 1 sentinel node . Oestrogen positive so letrozole for 5 years. When I read some of the stories of other women having chemo the worst I got was a very sore boob from rads and thinning hair from tabs. Oh yes and my doc thinks my thyroid got damaged with rads as severely under active. You ladies are so brave . We have to stay strong and beat this nasty ., but sometimes you want to say I can be strong and I'm fed up with that and I'm scared in case it returns . Today is one of those days later I will kick myself up the backside and say I'm here as far as I know I'm well so quit whinging. We all need these days ladies but we are women and we cope . God bless you all xxx

[Jenny065]

Hello Jules 68    Sounds like a rotten journey that you have been on, all I can add is that I spent about 2 weeksin Jan  worrying when i got some unexplained pains in my left side the Mx side   ,  so can understand how you are feeling .  Just hang in there until the appt, and I will be thinking of you,  let us know how it all goes.

meanwhile sending a bundle of warm Huggles   Jenny.

[songbird68]

Jules i'm here for you too, and sending so many good wishes that you get the all clear. x x

[Seabreeze]

Hi Jules,
I've not reached my 1yr anniversary yet so in the words of an educated novice....
you've had it twice...we all know there are loads of non cancerous causes of lumps and bumps and such non cancerous lumps are not reserved solely for people who've never had breast cancer!
I know its natural to worry, particularly after our journeys through bc,...but the above is true!
Seabreeze

[Nanny_Sal]

Hi. I can't really offer any wise words. But wanted to say I hope and pray you get the all clear next week. Sounds like you have been on a long tough journey, but you are still here to tell the tale. Keep going Hun. As for What Ifs, let's face it we all have those days/weeks even when treatment is over!

Sending you lots of love and positive vibes. Just remember you aren't alone. (((((((((((HUGE HUGS))))))))) xx

[Jules68]

I cannot believe I am here again.... Originally diagnosed 3.5 years ago with triple negative breast cancer, local recurrence discovered in March last year... All treatment completed!!! Now here's the issue.. I am due my next appointment next week at my local breast unit and have felt lumps in my arm pit... Surely I can't have another recurrence so quickly ?? (Although it is on the opposite side) Can I??? And yes I know I am doing the what if thing but it's really difficult not to.. Need some positivity and strength from somewhere x x