Hello , I go for my results tomorrow so I know exactly how you are feeling , I am being told by so many people to stay positive but I keep thinking "what if it's cancer " , all I can say that I hope helps you as much as it has helped me is that the doctor who did my ultrasound and biopsy said " even if it is you will be ok we will help you through this " I have friends who have been diagnosed and treated successfully and they do aim to cure these days , stay strong , this is not going to beat us !!!
Welcome to the forums, this must be a very difficult time for you. I’m sure other users will be along to support you soon.
In the meantime, maybe you would like to talk things through with a member of our helpline staff who are there to offer emotional support as well as practical information. The free phone number is 0808 800 6000 and the lines are open again in the morning and normal hours are Monday to Friday 9.00 to 5.00 and Saturday 10.00 to 2.00.