I don't think it was driving, it was moving heavy flower pots around so all my fault. I gather you have invented an entirely new medical condition - Community champion's frozen finger. Hope it has unfrozen, xx
Woke up at half past three. I hurt my back doing foolish things in the garden last week but by Saturday it seemed almost better. Then yesterday I woke up and it really hurt. Is it just a back injury or is it time for radiotherapy on my pelvis? My daughter has a history of back pain and hers has flared up. She counts on me for support with the children when it does. Her husband works away and is off to the Mddle East for 6 months next week. Oh well, things will get better when daylight comes.
I hope that our journey does not get more difficult. God will listen to your prayers and rest assured that you are in mine right now. I still can't get sleep and I'm happy that at least this is not one of the problems you are facing. Take good care and try to do something this morning to cheer you up even if for a short while. Let us all try to have at least a couple of enjoyable hours every day.
I will not surprise anyone Carolyn if I say that I have been overwhelmed with such kind of thoughts recently. I do not have major symptoms luckily up to now, but at times a feel like I am watching a movie, me being the main character....
I do not have kids, and will never have because of my ER+ cancer. So there is not any youngster to worry about. I live only with my husband, I meet with my mum and dad and brother only once a year and they are not aware of my diagnosis yet. I have only one best friend, who does not live in the UK. But I love life!!!I sleep well, hope that this is going to stay the same, but I feel so down at the moment, I want to do so many things, I need to see so many places before I go....
I pray that God will give me the time, strenght and health to do as many as possible and to find cure for that unfair disease. Sorry that I post in this thread, I am luckily sleeping well, apart from a lot of weeing at night, but I just felt that it is not fair to start a new thread only because I am drinking and feeling poor at the moment
Managed to sleep more tonight but woke up with a horrible nightmare. Always thinking about the sacrifices I made throughout my married life to help my family move to a better home and to secure a better future for my sons. I need to make assurance from my husband that the fruits of the thirty years of hard work together must go to our sons and not to a complete stranger with whom he will share the rest of his life. This eats me alive as badly as the malignant cells. He refuses to pass on some of our property to them. Wish I had done things differently. Sorry to get so personal but can't share such stuff with close people.
Great idea I usually wake up about 2.30ish start to think of daft things or days actions at hospital who said what did I listen right.
A couple of days back I was wide awake with horrible thoughts that made it ever so difficult for me to even breathe properly 😫. It's a relief to create such a club! I hope very few or none of us would need it though!
Stay strong my friends. Together we can make it through this. ✌