As well as the support you are receiving on the forums you might find it helps to talk things through with a member of staff on the helpline. I know June has mentioned this to you above but just wanted to remind you the staff there are able to offer you emotional support and practical information. They're on 0808 800 6000 and are open 9-5 Monday to Friday and 10-2 Saturday.
Best wishes Sam, BCC Facilitator
Welcome to the forums, this must be a very worrying time for you but you have come to the right place for support from our experienced users who I’m sure will be along to support you soon.
In the meantime maybe you would like to talk things through with a member of our helpline staff who are there to offer emotional support as well as practical information. The free phone number is 0808 800 6000 and the lines are open Monday to Friday 9.00 to 5.00 and Saturday 10.00 to 2.00.