I have developed a fairly large haematoma in my right reconstruction muscle was taken from my back) I will be seeing my surgeon in 8 days. I had it checked by an oncall surgeon he said it would be ok to wait for my appt.
! Has anyone else experienced thiis?
2 My arm is still weaker than before is this as it should be? Or am I being a wimp?
3 I do nt like my reconstruction even though people say how good it looks. I would go as far to say that I hate it, I have nt told anyone that it seems ungrateful
4 I know iam lucky , but i cannot cheer up, i dont have the eureke a moment when I view life in a new light. I cannot be bothered really though i seem cheery enough to others. I have a tendency to depression all my life. Yes I have told my gp, who is very nice, the anti depressants just zonked me I can deal with it, but its all a big stress. I do have support, but I feel sometimes I am living on an island by myself.Is there anyone else on this island??