Hi All,
Well it looks like i am in the same boat with the waiting…i’ve already had a ductal carcinoma confirmed in my left breast and i am now just waiting for the results of the sentinel node biopsy before i can start chemo.
I think now though things have finally got to me. This weekend i had pretty much been in tears the entire weekend.
Its over stupid things though.
- i can find a decent bra after the sentinel node op. I know it sounds daft - but i’m 37 and i dont want to wear old frumpy things.
- My hair - i cant do anything with it. I am on letrozole and i am sure its made my hair go funny. i just feel a complete mess.
And wig shopping didnt really help - again there werent many modern styles…so i am scared of looking like an idiot!
I think i am just frustrated, and angry and down. The tears just wont stop and neither will my brain…i feel like a complete emotional train wreck at the moment
My poor OH gets the brunt of it and i have half convinced myself he is off out the door as i dont know how he will put up with all this for a year or so! He has been so good with me, and i feel so lucky to have him by my side. i dont think i could do this on my own…
I just want to be positive and not cry any more…why am i finding this so stupidly hard. There are some amazingly strong ladies on here and i want to be one of them!!
Rae