Finally starting radiotherapy. Why am I not feeling happier?
Hi lovely ladies.
Hope this rotten rainy day finds you all ok ?
I've had a bit of a rollercoaster of a journey which started last July with a mammogram find!
To cut a long story short I'm now over WLE , Lymph node clearance, query over need for chemo. Another biopsy , another infection and third date set for radiotherapy to finally start tomorrow .
I should be feeling ecstatic that the final leg is about to start but instead I'm feeling.....I don't really know, a bit scared , a bit is this really the final hurdle.
I know I shouldn't beat myself up but I just thought I would be feeling more positive.
I am eternally grateful to have all you out there to sound off to .I am sure one of you will have felt how I am at the moment. It's just nice to be able to be truly honest instead of the fake " I'm fine " smile that has become a permanent fixture over the past 8 months xx