Hi all,
I don’t really know where to start as I feel a bit all over the place at the moment! Was diagnosed on the 8th August with BC after finding a lump above my Breast implant (which I originally assumed was a pulled muscle lol) after further tests and biopsies I was told I was at stage 2 and they needed to get me booked in for scans, tests etc.
I had a holiday booked the next day so they told me to go away and have a good time and when I came back the process would start. I almost feel like I haven’t had a chance to breathe with all the tests and appointments going on, has anybody else felt like that?
They want to start chemo by next Friday and they’ve booked me in for pet scans and fertility treatment prior to this, i don’t have a partner or children at the moment but at 31 would like to think it would happen someday and the thought that this treatment could damage any chances that I have scares the life out of me!
My close friends and family know what’s going on but I didn’t know if anyone had experience of telling anybody else and how they dealt with it? I don’t want to announce it to people just I don’t want them to be scared to talk to me or if they see me to back away, like a pre-warning! Lol
I know I’m probably rambling on but I don’t think it’s properly sunk in yet, I feel like a mess but don’t want to show it to my family and friends in case they get upset too.
Any advice anyone has would be great
Becky