So sorry you have come to join us here, but you have come to a safe place, where you can 'let it all out'.
Tomorrow will come, and until then please try your best to b-r-e-a-t-h-e and sit on the worry gremlins that cruelly come out to play. You must be stressed to the max, and many of us feel every ache, pain, shortness of breath, tight chest and more at these times.
It is scary, but hang in there, the waiting is the absolute worst, and once that part is over, you will be able to move forward step by step. I always wish there was something we could do to help you in these early days when fears go into overdrive. You are amongst all of us who know just how you are feeling. But there's nearly always someone here, at all sorts of hours, if you need a virtual hug.
We'll all be on your side tomorrow, along with your family, with everything crossed for you. Hugs.