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svedija
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Hi @Catherine H 

i can relate to you so much, i am also  really trying not to upset my husband- he is struggling already.
Today i decided to  see the hypnotherapist, let see if it helps to manage some very  dark thoughts.Everyone around me probably believes i am doing great and suggests RT is not a big deal.But with all the trauma, surgery and chemo, I am feeling so so tired and hardly sleep at nights. On the positive side, we are still here to write our stories. What a brilliant idea to write to your grandchildren. Well done and thanks for sharing- it truly helps!:-).
 
 
Catherine H
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Hi AM 

 

glad to hear you are a year down the road and your experiences too. 

I am not usually in to things like this forum. Or at least I thought I wasnt until I came upon this one. There is definitely something in what you say about talking to someone who has experienced this. The journeys are different but the feelings are all the same.

I am trying to keep myself fit by getting out walking each day until I get the RT done. It is really helping. some fresh air and movement helps clear the head.

heres to all of us x 

adoptedmanc
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Hello @Catherine H & @svedija 

Your posts very much resonate with me. 
I too had a small tumour picked up on my first mammogram: very straightforward surgery (clear margins and lymph nodes followed by radiotherapy) “simple” or so I thought! 
I found that following my diagnosis everybody I spoke to “knew somebody who…..” all very positive, but it wasn’t until I sat down and had a conversation with my friend’s mum who had actually gone through Breast Cancer treatment that my head and thoughts caught up with what was happening. 
It was my oncologist who said to me “yes physically you are doing fine but you have a serious illness you need time to heal” (I too felt very humbled attending my appointment in the cancer hospital) and she pointed me towards the local Maggie’s centre: they are absolutely amazing so if you are near one I would encourage you to visit. This forum is absolutely lovely and full of very understanding lovely people, but as we’ve all discovered in the past couple of years nothing beats a face to face conversation 

I am now almost 12 months post treatment, and looking back I can’t believe how far I’ve come in that time both physically and mentally 

Hang in there ladies, take one day at a time, relish the days you feel OK and don’t beat yourself up on the not so good days: the breast cancer community is a very special place 

AM xxx

Catherine H
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Hi Svedija

 

goodness - not just me then. Others experiencing similar feelings. 

I DO consider myself lucky. I have received wonderful treatment from every member of staff I have met. I DONT have to have chemo. For that I am so grateful - having come face to face with others who do and are receiving it when I visited the oncology ward yesterday ( a very humbling experience I might add)  But I do feel that I dont want to hear all those things from people. I know it. That doesnt diminish what has been happening to me and my body. 

It has made me wonder how many times I might have said those things to other people and if I am honest will I likeley say them again in future? I dont know.

The one i have heard most this week (and even have found myself repeating to others - for i am sure it is what they want to hear) is "well its out now and you are fine you just have to be positive"

Not exactly how I feel. I think I have barely had time to accept it was there before it wasnt.

It is also I have found hard to tell your family and friends exactly how you feel as you dont want them to worry. I made a promise to my husband that i would be honest about everything but even to him there are some things I havent said or find very difficult to say.

a long time ago I started a journal writing to my grandchildren - a bit of history of the family and then all the little anecdotes of things that have happened in their lives and in the family. It was never meant for anything like explaining about my cancer. That said it has helped to write down how I am feeling. I think it is the next best thing to saying it out loud.  perhaps it is something that will help you. I dont intend my children or grandchildren to read this for a long time but hope that some day it might help them to a better understanding.

wishing you well with your RT. I hope to start mine soon. x

svedija
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Dear all

i needed to read this today, as i am feeling so low. I am in a similar boat , i had surgery, chemo and now i am recieving RT. I am just getting angrier and angrier hearing  i am so pleased for you it is all resolved now, i know so and so , who actually died . well, the most crazy one was- i know exactly how you feel, i had suspitions mole removed few years ago...

I am pleased i am being treated of course, but i do not feel happy, positive or strong.I hope you all having an ok day 🙂

Charys
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Hi Catherine and Annie,

There are some gems on this thread aren't there, I do remember adding some of my own quite a few years ago (no idea where they are now as it was so long ago).

This is the forum nobody wants to be on, but once they need to be on it they are so very glad its here 🙂

Catherine H
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Hi Annie.  Thanks for your reply . It is indeed a strange place we find ourselves in . I have not had a good day today and so hearing other people's stories has been comforting/interesting/ overwhelming in equal measures. I wish you well in this fight we never wanted to be involved in x

 

 

Annie63
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Hi Catherine

Its a mixed blessing to welcome you here as it’s no club anyone wants to be in but I do hope you find the forum as helpful as I have done.

I’m a little bit ahead of you having had my mastectomy for DCIS in the middle of June. My cancer was also picked up at a routine mammogram. You go from 0 to 60mph overnight! All hail the mighty NHS.

You can ask anything here, if you put your query into the search box someone will probably have spoken about it and if it’s a new query there is always someone with comfort or advice. I have found the BCN forum invaluable.

Take good care of yourself. It truly is very early days and recovery is not linear.

Very best wishes

Annie 💕

Catherine H
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Hi 

I am new to all this.

 

I was diagnosed with stage 1 breast cancer 6 weeks ago. it was a complete bolt out of the blue and picked up from regular breast screening(thank goodness). From diagnosis to lumpectomy was 4 weeks.

I felt more anxious and low after the op as everyone (except me) seemed to be really pleased with the result. "oh well that's it its all gone!!"

i thought there must be something wrong with me - that's not how I feel. I've barely gotten used to having it and now I have to get used to not having it - but still having to have treatment and be on meds for 5 years!

I've also had the " you look great" at every turn -even though not feeling so - but I had made a conscious decision at the beginning that each time I had to go out the hair was done and the make up on - so my fault I suppose?

Ive also had lots say "oh well its an easy one to cure" and "its only stage 1"

despite telling my family I was going to fight this positively no matter what - I am not so much telling them about these feelings. I dont want them to worry any more than they have to.

sorry for the long rant but thank you for this forum. it has helped me to read all the messages on here and to know that there are others out there feeling the same things

thank you 

Annie63
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Hi all

I know this is an old thread but my goodness I needed to read it today. I am so glad I’m not alone in hearing stuff that is not helpful. I can add a few quotes to the list of “hilarious” #NotFunny stuff people have said to me. Here is just a few …

1. You’ll have lost weight (I had a mastectomy);

2. In 1997 my cousin had breast cancer and she’s still alive;

3. It’s only a boob;

4. You’re a very positive person…. without asking how I am doing;

5. You’re ok though?

Needed this rant today, thank you. This recovery lark is up and down! 
Solidarity and love 
Annie 💕

Jill1998
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Jill1998
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Hi Squishy ,welcome to the forum .Im sorry you are having such a tough time .Its very hard for people who haven't been through this to understand the rollercoaster of emotions you go through and the paralysing fear you experience some times .Sounds like your results could have been given to you in a much kinder and more positive manner by your doctor.If you are starting chemotherapy soon there are monthly threads on the forum where people going through chemo at the same time can support each other and lots of advice and support from those further down the line . I will post you a link.Good luck with your treatment .Jill x

 

 

Squishy
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Hi Jenny,

I was diagnosed at the end of May. I to went through a long surgery to have reconstruction & wondered if I was doing it for the right reasons or was it for vanity!!! Everyone has said how great I look, I just smile & say thanks.

Yesterday I had all the results back which knocked me for 6, the cancer had gone quite extensively into lymph nodes & some evidence found on my chest  wall, the doctor I saw (I hadn’t seen before) was terrible & made me feel like I was going to die & went on to say don’t blame yourself. 😡

Anyway my Chemotherapy treatment starts soon & I'm so petrified & can’t get my anxiety to calm down after been told & having to read all the information. 

No one wants to here the word ‘cancer’ & suddenly you’re thrown into it, having to learn about it, understand it, live ‘normally’ with it.

Another constant saying is stay positive, positive mind will help you through.....I know, but then I feel I can’t say my true feelings & that actually my brain is swapped with doubt.

A good comment I’ve had to is “Why are you crying?” 

I find whenever I put things in writing like I have I feel guilty, there are others in a worse position than me, I should be positive for my family, I am alive & should enjoy every day, but it’s so hard.

 

💕💕

Wonky
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Found this thread and it has helped. Some shockers, luckily I've had nothing as bad, but when people 'get it wrong' it hurts and sets me back. I'm still raw, as only diagnosed early May and since have been in the whirlwind of treatment, op and currently rads. The worst was ' well that's it over then, you haven't got cancer anymore, they have cut the tumour out'.  Several ' you look so well' ....well I've been off work from a stressful job and I sleep a lot, so I guess explains things...... but I'm dying inside.

Also had, response of "fab" to a text to let someone know I was starting rads. She asked me to let her know, so I thought she might offer a bit of support. 

 

Aneeebel
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After undergoing mammogram x 2, biopsies, ultrasound, CT scan x 2, Bone scan, MRI, Echo x 3, PICC line inserted, gruelling chemo, flu, ECG x 3, bladder ultrasound,  chest X-rays, stomach X-ray, neutropenic sepsis several times, blood transfusion, MX, node clearance, 13 inch scar in place of my beloved breast, RADS tattoos, RADS, infection in my chest wall and axilla, Herceptin injections, filgrastim injections, MUGA scan, antibiotics (gawd knows how many!!), Zolendronic acid infusions, Letrozole and it's side effects, cording and now lymphoedema...

Never mind all the waiting and worrying and appointments and the effect on your mental health...

If one more person tells me that Breast Cancer is "one of the easiest cancers to recover from" I may not be responsible for my actions......😡😤🙄

Sorry...Rant Over...  

 

Stay strong Ladies! 💪🏻🎀🌸 xx

 

delly
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Mmmm, isn't it very much down to the difference between "empathy" and "sympathy"?? "Empathy" being that of a "shared" experience, a  shared actual "KNOWING" experience. And  "Sympathy", being a "trying", and a "wishing" to understand/see what you're feeling, going through, but NOT having experienced it. 

Is why this Forum is so good to reach out to, and be able to share with alike experienced people.

 

I have had my fair share of what I consider "ignorant" comments, often said with the "best of intentions". E.g. to my being single and boob less -  "You'll find someone who loves you as you are"!!! Yes, thank you. But, DOH, If I'm not happy looking at myself, I'm certainly not gonna be happy with anyone else looking at me, am I?! How many times I must have said such, each time with increasing annoyance. But felt it important to "inform" such people, so they could gain a better understanding. 

 

Awww, jennyj - I am actually massively impressed by your hubby's concern, care, support. Sounds like ENCOURAGEMENT to me.  Him wanting to bolster you up!! It may not be in the way, or using the words you would use or wish to hear, but all seems very loving to me. Bless him Heart

I think we do need to remember, how awkward and difficult it can be for others to deal with. Yeh, can also be very annoying though.

 

Much love xxxx

jennyj
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Oh yes, the “You look so well/soon be fully recovered”

I’ve just had an 11 hour operation, I’m dosed up to the eyeballs on painkillers and I’m falling to pieces in my mind waiting for the next set of results and treatment plan, but sure, I’m “well on the way to recovery” according to my OH!

Jaybro
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“My friend didn’t experience that.” Aaarrgh!  “You don’t seem to be having an easy time of it.” In other words, I’m a wuss or a drama queen. Actually, we’re all different and I, unfortunately, did not get on well with chemo!

 

I think my main aggravation has been with the specialists. I’m queen of the phobics (anyone with life-controlling phobias will know they leave little room for fearing anything else). Medical professionals have tried hard to get me to appreciate the gravity of the disease rather than thinking I actually might be better off as I am, worrying about practicalities.

Oncologist 1: “It’s quite bad. It even broke out in your skin.” Well yes, and isn’t it a good job too or I’d never have known because my mammogram was clear and, come the next mammogram, I’d have been at stage 4 rather than stage 2.

 

Oncologist 2: “Do you realise how seriously ill you’ve been? There was less than a 40% chance of survival.” That was after neutropoenic sepsis and no, since my policy has been to know as little as possible, I didn’t know. I was here, recovered - but my husband became even more of a wreck.

 

Oncologist 3 at the END of all my treatments: “These symptoms simply aren’t associated with Paclitaxel. We have to see if the cancer’s spread to your spine, given how heavily node positive you were.” Great. The NHS website contradicts her and I’m still not free of effing hospital appointments! I was told I was NED last January and now this. For the first time in 10 months, I am experiencing a degree of bc-fear - what if she’s right?

 

Worst, my psychotherapist repeatedly tried to get me to accept that this is a life-threatening condition. As if I didn’t know that - I just have my own way of coping with it. It’s not denial; it’s a coping mechanism and I coped with everything.

 

Rant over. If you read to the end of this, thank you for letting me rant.

Hope62
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Hi ladies

 

I too am fed up of people who seem to think that going through BC is a walk in the park. I have had an operation and so far one session of Chemo. So I am near the start of my journey. People tell me I look well and that I am lucky to have caught it early. Well l don't need them to tell me what they think I need to hear. I would rather they asked me how I feel so that I could tell them the torment of fear and feelings I have inside. Like a swan I may be gliding on the surface but underneath......

 

Thank you for being there ladies, it's good to know that some-one understands.

Pjf0265
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I have had so many people say to me , ---  I look so well ,radiotherapy nearly over , it can't be so bad as you didn't need chemo ! I have had to have three operations this year and going through the radiotherapy at the moment ! I am still recovering from the mastectomy and reconstruction surgery and my breast is very swollen ! All constant reminders ! People who haven't been through  breast cancer do not understand that when treatment stops it doesn't just all get better straight away ! I am so so tired and emotional still ! 

This forum is my saviour xx

 

Jill1998
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The things people say can sometimes be insensitive and at times hurtful but generally are said out of concern and care for you .I think back to how (before I had any experience of cancer) I reacted when my next door neighbour told me over the garden fence that he had terminal lung cancer- I said something ridiculous and then legged it back into the house !!! Now I have experience of cancer myself ( twice ) I am far more comfortable talking to people and hopefully saying something a bit more helpful !!! 

jennyj
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Any comment that starts “at least ....”, particularly “at least they caught it early” (ermmmm, no, actually, they haven’t, waiting for a bone scan)

Plastic surgeon who 2nd day post-op said “well doesn’t that look good?” to which I really wanted to reply (but didn’t) “No, I look like Frankenstein’s monster”

The “you’re so brave”...... although a couple of times my response has been “so when am I allowed to not be brave”

monicanatura
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Hi Multitasker 

I understand what you mean, my brother and sister in law did not show me any support at all. My cousins stepped in and gave me all the emotional support I needed. 

It does hurt, however you cannot control other people’s behaviour, Iv learnt this the hard way. 

In time your in-laws will realise their lack of support for you, however let them realise it on their own. 

My brother called my cousin last week, and tried to make his case about not being a more supportive brother, my cousin told him what she thought of his behaviour. 

He started to text me to see if I was ok. 

Focus your energy on moving on, not backwards. 

Lots of love 💖 

Multitasker
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My husband works abroad and whilst he comes home frequently during treatment to give me love and support, it has been hard. When I was diagnosed my in-laws expressed sympathy and said they would be there to support me. Well over 5 months I had 2 texts, although they told family they were supporting us. At Christmas they visited us and I expressed my hurt and confusion, but heard nothing since.


Happily active treatment finished last week and there was much celebrating with friends and family.


Just come home to a message on the house phone from in-laws asking me how treatment was progressing and if there was anything they could do?!?!? After SEVEN months the first call is AFTER the hard treatment is over. Oh the irony! I really feel annoyed and hurt but will just try to laugh it off.

monicanatura
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Hi Cathy 

Thanks for the reply, since my last post my brother and I have spoken about his behaviour, and he’s apologised for being so indifferent. Iv also discovered he’s been drinking heavily, to help him overcome his depression. His wife continues to be insensitive, so Iv made a conscious decision not to bother with her again. I never bothered with her anyway.

 I started Radiotherapy today, and I’m looking forward to my new life.

I do laugh when people compare their flu or cold to Breast cancer!!!!! 

Take care Cathy 

pecan
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We must be related somehow.  🙂

Thorntons
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When I told Mother her response was "Oh I haven't got to live through that again have I ?" Refering to Dad having had throat cancer and my Mother's Mother having had breast cancer. Not a word of sympathy for me.

Wahini
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pecan
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Monica, I wouldn't write your brother and sister in law off completely.  I know my brother was very silent about my cancer, and one day I asked him why he didn't say anything.  He said "I don't know what to say."  I think a lot of people who don't say anything are secretly anguishing over our afflictions, and, especially blood relatives, wondering if they are due some of the same. 

 

I also think that the breast cancer "awareness" campaigns have taken the dread out of cancer, so to those who have not had it, it's nothing much at all.  It's become "common", and people only see how many people have "recovered", not seeing the prognosis or treatment involved.  Or what happens to our psyche.  You're not crazy.  This stage will pass, and you'll be happy to have friends who don't see you as the cancer victim, because they are the ones who don't see you as one now.

 

Cathy

(PS - I phoned my BC nurse once, early on, because I was feeling really ill, only to have her cut me off to tell me how bad she was feeling because she had a cold!)

monicanatura
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When I was initially diagnosed in May 18, my friends and family were great, said all the right things and told me they would be by my side. 

Nearly 10 months on, I have the same people, more so family telling me, I have lost the plot, gone nuts and I’m crazy. Why??? Because I have gone through the worst year of my life, Iv been thrown into the menopause, doubled up with Anxiety over my surgery and prognosis. 

I had a friend tell me, she knew how I felt because she had really bad flu. Seriously 😒 

Iv been compared to other people who have gone through treatments for BC, and they are doing so well, so why am I crazy, I mean really. 😒😒😒

Unfortunately the last 10 months have shown me who my real friends are, and who I can turn to for support. Iv now stopped talking to my sister in law, due to her insensitivity and my brother due to his indifference. 

 

 

Nettie62
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Apparently I am very lucky, too. “Good luck for your op - but then you don’t really need it!” That hurt as 1) I didn’t cram for an exam I am likely to pass anyway and 2) after all the bad news and having to get my head around all this, why am I not entitled to any good luck?  

Some people just don’t think before they open their mouth! Doesn’t make me any less human just because I am not wailing down the phone every 5 minutes and am dealing with it my way!! X

helenann
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Apparently I am really lucky because my cancer was 'only' grade 1 and it hadn't spread  and imagine how awful it would have been if I'd had to have chemo-........ er excuse me but I've had a breast removed, going through reconstruction, hating looking at my boobs because they are so different and look ridiculous, on hormone therapy for the next 5 years!!! Oh yeah, I'm lucky alright. (wish I felt lucky).

Sorry for rant - feeling a bit emotional today for some reason.😪

Drummerswidow
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DebsE.  Couldn’t you just hit these people! Vanity for using the cold cap! Speechless! 

 

I decided not to have the cold cold cap because a couple of years ago I had a mini stroke. I discussed it with the chemo nurse. I had people telling me I was brave when I had my head shaved if my remaining hair. I’m not brave just I suppose a bit pragmatic. We all react to hair loss in a different way. I’m not brave and neither are you vain. We are just both trying to cope with this dreadful cancer in our own way. xx

Charys
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https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-47002578

 

Interesting BBC article, on this theme, today.

Jaybro
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Good intentions but...

I now have quarterly appointments with a psychiatrist, for a prescription of an SSRI that my NHS Trust keeps red-flagged. The psych is delightful and well-intentioned and has tried to reassure me regarding chemotherapy and its potential dire consequences for my sickness and eating phobias by telling me every visit that she has watched her “mother-in-law go this three times and she’s always managed.” THREE TIMES?? Once was more than I’d planned. It has planted a little niggle of doubt I am trying hard to ignore about the efficacy of chemotherapy but I don’t have the heart to tell her.

 

Generally I’ve found people are saying the ‘right’ things but it amuses me when someone says I’m doing so much better than they expected. Best not to examine that any further.

 

Most infuriating is the advice about getting out more, meeting people and trying to keep my life on track. I am doing the best I can, judging what suits my mental wellbeing as much as my physical wellbeing. And I’ve only had the first 2 EC treatments so give me some time please. What works for one person doesn’t mean it is right for everyone. Lying in a stupor over the weekend, only able to feel my body by physically touching my skin, I could have felt very angry - only I hadn’t the energy to care. I know activity is important but there are days when it’s a physical impossibility. But everyone knows someone who carried on working full time, running their families and going to the gym. Sorry, it doesn’t inspire me (though I’m awe-struck at those who cope this way). 

 

Appletree
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It isn't just the things people say, either. It's what they expect of us too. Perhaps I can let off some steam.

 

A friend of mine who lives about 80 miles away was, when I was diagnosed with breast cancer last March, a bit dismissive. He thought that the older you are (I'm 69) the less likely you are to die from it and the less serious it is. I've provided him with suitable statistics indicating the opposite and have received a dignified apology!

 

The poor man was diagnosed with cancer of the bone marrow last June, which is under control but obviously very worrying. He's 77, lives on his own but has four adult sons, two of whom live within reasonable travelling distance for a day visit and a third able to travel to stay. For a long time he was very unwilling to express to them how depressed and worried he was because 'they have their own family and their own lives and worries and I don't want to bother them' etc. etc.. I kept telling him he should let them decide what they could and couldn't do for him, and simply be honest with them about his health and his depression.

 

We talk by phone every week. Over this winter he has been in the pit of despair. Each time I have used all the counselling skills I've ever learnt to haul him out of it, successfully, only for him to be back in it the following week. He did eventually have frank discussions with his sons and spent Christmas with two in turn, after a great deal of further telephone counselling from me.

 

I don't have any family and live on my own. Friends have been as helpful as they can be over the last 10 months, but they do have family commitments so I have to manage on my own most of the time and take myself to most hospital appointments.

 

Somewhere about New Year I started screaming at myself, silently. My friend has been in hospital for the last 2 weeks having fainted at home. He has contacted his sons and two are in dicsussion with the hospital doctors, so he is getting proper supervision. He had not even thought to tell the doctors he recently had shingles until I prompted him.

 

He still likes to talk over the phone and couldn't understand yesterday why I said I couldn't speak for very long. I've suggested that as he is due to be discharged later this week, he now emails me once he's home. I've also suggested that he thinks up something interesting for us to discuss, e.g.  stately home or some aspect of history, and emails me the Internet link so we can go on a telephone virtual tour.

 

We have helped each other along for years (support has been in both directions) but for several months it's been exhaustingly one-way and I've now begun to feel suffocated. Because I sound alert and constructive over the phone my friend takes that to indicate I'm well and happy. Actually, I'd like to scream but that would plunge him back into his escape pit of 'I"m a nuisance to every one else and this is my fault,' which comes out too easily.

 

I expect there are many of you out there who have to carry others along whilst needing support yourselves. How do you deal with it?

 

Best wishes to all 

Jill1998
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Debs - get the " vanity people " to shave their hair and eyebrows off and pluck out their eyelashes for the duration of your chemo treatment then ask them do they feel the same ??? You are just trying to hold on to a bit of normality and feel better about yourself .I do think people really struggle to know what to say and not for the lack of care can say things that offend but the vanity comment is pretty awful !!!
Maggie48
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DebsE I’ve had the 1in 3, 1 in 4 remark too, love it when people think aloud...

I’m sure you don’t need me to say it, but the decision to cold cap is yours and yours alone, nothing to do with vanity or anyone else, we all make the best treatment decisions for us and none of us want to even have to!! All the very best for your treatment Mxx
DebsE
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We're a group of 4 mums who met at the school gates and have stayed friends (our boys are all grown up now).  One of the ladies, over Christmas, said "statistically they say it happens to 1 in 4, so one of us was going to get it".  Well I'm so glad I could step up to the breach for the rest of you!

 

I've also had two people so far tell me that my decision to cold cap is about vanity.  Not understanding that it's more about self esteem and trying to keep a little bit of "me"

 

Deb

x

Jencat
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I like your reply Mrs G! Smiley Happy x

Maggie48
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Oh Mrs G - what quick thinking, always good to see the funny side. Maggie x
MrsG1962
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Yesterday my sister-in-law sent me three long texts about how traumatic it is trying to find a bikini when you have huge boobs. Went on and on about what a trial it is for her. I had my mastectomy 5 weeks ago so just sent back “imagine how challenging it is when you have one boob”. That seems to have shut her up 😂😂😂

Drummerswidow
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Hi Seaside Sar. I have had a smile at your post! If anyone else tells me how brave I am and I’m going to win this battle, I shall scream.

I hadn’t been home from surgery long when my brother in law said ‘well it’s not as if you need looking after is it?’ Of course not, I’m a widow with no children, I’ll just get on with the treatment then shall I?!!
Maggie48
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Seaside sar it’s a great forum for venting isn’t it? Sorry you’ve had insensitive comments too, rest assured there’s always some here to share with. I hope your treatments are going as well as can be expected. Maggie x
Seaside Sar
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Oh my! There are so many things here which resonate with me. The comments which I have experienced and have grated on me the most are:

 

1. At least you caught it early. (Yes, great. But so far I've had two operations and I still need a year's worth of gruelling treatment.)

 

2. My friend had breast cancer five years ago and she's fine now, doing really well. (Oh well, that's alright then. Just like a bad dose of the flu.)

 

3. When I first went to the GP to have my lump checked out and I had told some of my work colleagues, they assured me it was probably nothing to worry about. (How wrong can you be?)

 

4. My husband is finding it hard to cope with my diagnosis and has been down in the dumps. He didn't really feel like celebrating Christmas, to which my Mum said to me, "It's not like you're dying." 

 

5. My friend made a big thing of telling me all about a friend of hers who had gone through breast cancer treatment. She said how positive she had remained throughout. I told her about my next step which is chemotherapy She then went on to say, "My friend got through it without any problems. OK, she lost her hair but it's no big deal!" (No big deal?? Are you going to join me then and have your head shaved?)

 

I think it's good that we can all have a rant on here. I have bitten my tongue too many times!

Appletree
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Oh dear, that IS a bad start to the festive season. I think you were extremely restrained, Maggie. I might have responded, 'Is that a question, or are you telling me something?' followed by the feline effortless look of being unimpressed.

 

Have a restful and relaxing Christmas, despite faux pas from people who need to think a little harder.

Maggie48
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Well I had a shocker today. A relative I’ve not seen since before my diagnosis dropped by for a cuppa and came out with “its nice that you’ve not been that ill with it” I avoided eye contact with my husband as there were youngsters present- but I know you’ll understand I wanted to shout “ it was cancer, no I didn’t have chemo, but it wasn’t the flu!”
Maggie48
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Tili,what a shockingly insensitive BCN, words fail me M x
Jobey68
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Absolutely appalling thing for anyone to say but especially the very person who is suppost to be your first line of support! I'm sure my husband would have soon put her in her place but he would have been dragging me off her first ! 😡

Drummerswidow
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Well I’ve gone right off my Oncologist as of yesterday morning. I got told that I really needed to do something about my weight as my outcome would be greatly reduced due to my obesity. Her words not mine. I went on my own ..... note to self NOT to do that again. At the time I just sat there like a numpty while she looked for some exercise/gym thing to refer me to. When I got home and went over the appointment in my head I got really upset. In fact I think I cried all afternoon and evening. Yes I have a weight problem but have other health issues as well so have not even been able to walk my dogs for the last couple of years. Talk about kick you when you’re down! 

 

I feel that I have brought the cancer on myself because I am overweight and what’s the point of having all this treatment if it’s not going to help. VERY, VERY fed up. Needless to say, she does a good impression of a stick insect!