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10-06-2016
11:41
Hi Taran. Glad they are all over. Won't know results until Mon. Staff didn't give anything away. The mri was by far the worst. But they all have to be done :(. How are you getting on with things. Xxx
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09-06-2016
03:53
Millasmummy and Belle. Good to hear your both home and things aren't too bad. Hope all other ladies are doing ok to. Xx
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07-06-2016
08:30
I've cried nearly everyday since dx. Its so difficult not too. Its such an overwhelming feeling. Cry if you need, you have to. Don't let it build up. I feel a bit better once I've cried. I've drove myself silly reading too much and I've become so paranoid about things. It's a normal reaction. I've only just starting eating properly. I hope your ok. Sending a big hug to you xxx stay strong. Xx
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07-06-2016
08:05
I've been warned about that bit. Just can't wait to get it out the way so I can see my babies. I'm from Wolverhampton but love our haven holidays in Wales xx how are you feeling hope your ok. I've had a good ish day, although feel like a pin cushion. Xx
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07-06-2016
07:10
I will have to take the softly softly approach. I've kept them hidden from the real world and I don't want them to be frightened. We will have to cancel our holiday to Cyprus in August which will upset them enough. After my scans finish in wed, I'm joining them for a short break in Rhyl. Want to keep them happy for as long as possible. I had my MRI today ... Have u had yours yet. It's not the best experience. But gotta to keep on to the fact that this is all part of me getting better. Xx
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07-06-2016
03:03
Hi Taran...I will know everything next monday 13th...(glad its not a friday)...I have my mri this morning - what an awful experience i thought i was going to pass out. i have a ct scan tomorrow. My children dont know anything yet, they are 8 and 11. They are away with my mom at the moment and i will join them wed afternoon after all the scans are out the way. I am terrifired of telling them, i dont want them to be upset or scared and afraid. thats what you do as a parent isnt...you keep your children safe and away from nasty things...i have no idea how to tell them yet. i was offered counselling too, as i was so upset when i a saw the bn. but i think i get upset when anyone is nice to me, hugs me or gives me a resssuring smile. Have you told your children yet? xxx
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07-06-2016
09:19
Hi Taran. I've no advice in tech support I'm afraid...but I've been reading your posts and following your story. I hope your are getting ok. I'm in a similar position to you waiting for full DX. Already told er- but nothing else. Like you I'm worried about everything!!! And when I think of my children i just crumble. I've been having a fair old rant and moan on here. Waiting to start chemo but don't have date. Please keep on posting and we can all support each other. Their are some amazing ladies on here who can help you. Xx stay strong xx
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07-06-2016
08:50
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I'm certain I'll start my treatment in join...i don't want to wait much longer. So I'm here in June starters, hope no one minds. I've been following all of your stories for weeks. I don't know any of you, but the connection I feel is so strange. I wish us all the best of luck and the strength to be able to get through this, those who have started treatment already and those still waiting. My family, although extremely supportive don't understand my need to come on here and read other posts. I must admit its taken over everything but we get so much reassurance from others who know exactly what we are feeling. Thank you ladies. Big hugs to you all. Xxxx
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06-06-2016
10:43
Don't know when I will start. I'm guessing June ..i will see my onc on 13th. By then all results should be back. I'm dreading it, but also just want it all to start. I still can't believe I'm even in this position. Some days I've been ok... But others I feel so sorry for myself and just get so upset about the future. Even the bone scan nurse said I looked petrified today.... I've been offered counselling too. How do they expect me to behave??? Xx
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06-06-2016
08:15
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Millasmummy, so sorry to hear your upset. Not having your full diagnosis is awful. I had my bone scan today to. All I know its that I'm grade 3... Pos nodes and oestrogen negative. Still havnt had my biopsy results either...i had mine on 26th may!!! My BN said she would chase it up last Thurs, but still not heard anything. If your like me I'm emotionally exhausted....i want to know what else I've got to deal with. Its already looking bad. I've got mri and then ct still to come this week.... Your not alone and I feel for you. Too me, this is a nightmare I can't wake up from ... Big hugs to you...xx
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04-06-2016
09:01
Hi Kim, thank you. Unfortunately I was diagnosed with grade 3. I still don't know full diagnoses yet....but I do know I'll have chemo first, then surgery and radio. I'm still in absolute shock. I stopped googling as it was making me worse. I'm so frightened of what will happen and my outcome. I'm finding it hard to be positive. I was dx just over a week ago.... But yet it feels like my world has stopped spinning. I've got to remain hopeful for my children. I want to see them grow up. I can only hope for a miracle now. ...... I'm sorry to hear you were only recently diagnosed too. How are you coping. Do you have a treatment plan yet. I wish you all the very best of luck. There is such support on here, so glad I found the site. Xx
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02-06-2016
09:50
Foxy....i thought the exact same the other day to. I had my family checking my next as I was convinced I'd found a lump. I'm putting it down to stress. Every little twinge and ache I feel now, I think its connected. I've not had my scans yet...all booked for next week. I'm having metal in my breast too tomorrow. I'm scared too. I've read most people feel like this. Try to stay strong. This is a horrible time we're going through. Hope it goes well for you tomorrow. Xxxx
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01-06-2016
07:25
I've had all my scan dates come through now. Next Mon, Tues and wed. Shame can't be all on the same day. Going for my marker on Friday. I'll see the onc on 13th June...so I'm sure ill be in the June starters too. My mind has been occupied with kids today and shopping for their hols. My mom and aunty are taking them away next week, and all being well ill join them for a few days. Trying to be normal is difficult. I'm so grateful for all your comments. I read through them all the time to give me strength. I hope your all doing ok. The support from others is overwhelming xxx
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31-05-2016
05:48
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Thank you all for your kind words and understanding. I know that some of you are in the same position as me or have been. I know I'm not alone. My family are being amazing and so supportive....i am usually so happy go lucky but they can all see how much this is hurting. I've read all your words of encouragement today and its has calmed me down alot and had a lovely day in the garden with my girls. Thank you for getting me through it. I hope you all are ok and take comfort from the posts on here too. Good luck to us all. Xxxx
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31-05-2016
09:07
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I'm sorry but I need to moan. I want to cry, scream and shout but I can't because its half term and my girls are here. Still not had full dx but its bad enough already and I just can't see a way out of this nightmare. I wake up every morning and feel physically sick. I don't know how I'm sleeping at all to be honest but I am, it takes it all away. But then morning comes. I'm am just so scared of not getting through this and my survival been short. I can't put my girls through the agnony of seeing me poorly if its not a good outcome. I know I should be positive... And I am trying....but this is just horrific. I've just tried ringing my bn but she is not in until 1. I'm sorry for the rant....if anyone is reading this far. I understand those who have not, as I'm being so negative and there are so many positive strong ladies on here. I'm letting the side down. I'm just in complete bits. I'm dreading the scans, I'm convinced it has spread. Getting aches and pains everywhere. Some were there before dx but I just ignored them thinking its part and parcel of getting on a bit. But then i think, no, I'm only 37!! I just can't believe this is happening. So so scared 😓
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29-05-2016
09:43
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Hi again millasmummy.... And everyone else of course. I'm in exactly the same position as you. I feel sick to the stomach of not knowing the outcome. I've got to tell my girls we can't go on holiday in August and got to tell them why. I hate being in this position.... My whole life has been taken away. For some reason today....3 days after initial diagnosis I've blocked it out. I've enjoyed time with me family.... But now I'm back home and it's quiet I feel like I've been hit with a sledge hammer. I'm sure this is all normal, and I've read many similar stories of how other women feel. It's hard to get a grip on reality. .. Our reality has gone. I hope your ok, I ready do. I know every little ache your going through. We can only hope for a miracle and be strong for ourselves and others we love and care for. Xxxxx I've tried not to let all this consume me today.. But I know that in the morning it will be back. Must try and stay positive for a better outcome. Big hugs to you. Xxxxx
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28-05-2016
10:37
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I'm a mess to be honest. Feel sick and not really eaten for days now. Just cant think of nothing else. My friends n family are helping but its too difficult to put it into words. Xx hopefully we will get through this and put it behind us. Xxx
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28-05-2016
09:47
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How are you feeling forestrambler. Tough times isn't it. Been reading so many posts on here... Gives you some strength and you know you've got the support on here from others just like you. Xx
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28-05-2016
09:30
That's so good to hear foxy. Its scary times isn't. I was thinking about you yesterday . Did u have to have a bone scan too. Mine is booked for 6 June. Seems a long way away. Xx.
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27-05-2016
10:58
How did you both get on with your scans foxy and aime. Thinking of you xx
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