Emily I'm right there with you today. I'm anxious about my results on Wednesday. I know I have at least 2 nodes involved and I'm terrified it's spread. I am sleeping (it seems to be my only relief) but don't want to get out of bed! My youngest two came and snuggled under the duvet with me this morning. I am so scared that I'm not going to be here for them. Big hugs and thinking if you. Susan, so sorry to hear about your dog. Hope he's feeling better today. It's been strange getting through Christmas and New Year and like you've said, back to reality. I just want to sleep through it and wake up and be ok rather than waking up to the though,"OMG I've got cancer."
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