Hi ajxxxx
I didnt think your comments were directed at me,after all we do chat on fb so didnt think that at all,I only put it as I was up early and thought other people would be interested in it,going off what a few other people have said I dont feel inadequate whan they say they can do this and that,I just get on with what I can do and thats it,I dont say ,oh no i cant do so and so,saying all that though I didnt have chemo but I have been through the mill a bit and 2 years on am still not fully fit but if I had a personal trainer like trisha probably has I would definitely have been fitter,but I dont feel bitter about stuff like that,but I do find it so hard to motivate myself to go for a walk,as am totally on my own down here and too scared to walk in the woods etc as I cant defend myself at the minute,we have all had different experiences of bc so all going to have different reactions,I used to be so angry that I had to get it,but not now,just think,thats life get on with it.People on here have really helped me in the last few months to do that,as I was angry with this site too,people putting negative comments etc upset me a bit,not now though ,I just seem to have set something bad off again and I hate that really.
debbi x
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