Hi kf791 Yeah I almost feel at peace with it today. As soon as he said I'm sorry to say its cancer. Everything became vivid. I was zoned in on exactly to what he was saying and it was all really clear. I have had a mammo and bloods done today. MRI of the breasts next Thursday and a body MRI (app yet to come) as I have something else going on in my stomach. He said if nodes show on the MRI then I'll be called in sooner. I have a daughter who's 7 and a son 11 months. The only time I got upset today was answering my daughters questions she was worried she could catch it like a cold. Are you having chemo first. My consultant today spoke of lumpectomy then radio therapy and chemo. But everything is a kind of wait and see first until they know what they are dealing with fully. It's just so surreal at the moment. I thought Id go to pieces but I've been surprisingly calm and determined to tackle this head on. Thanks for all your replies x x
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