I am going to have a rant about my own body, I know it's emotionally negative but I need to get it out of my system. My recent scan has shown progression of the disease from my pleura,lungs and bones, to liver,left breast and axilla lymph node. There is also something going on in my uterus, although I am not showing any symptoms apart from increased pain in my back and right side. This could be due to pleura effusions that are increasing since having the Pleurx catheters removed at the end of January. The scan I had in December following x 2 cycles of Cape showed that I had responded positively to the treatment with no new disease detected, unfortunately I became very ill needing to be hospitilised with Ileitus caused by the Cape. My oncologist prescibed Tamoxifen as the scan was so positive and the recent scan was to see how I had responded to this treatment. The reason I am so angry is that if I had been able to tolerate the Cape, which had seemed to be effective in holding the disease and improving my out come, I possibly would not be in the position I am now. I am now scheduled to start weekly Taxol infusions on the 15th of this month to hopefully stop the progression and any symptoms that may occur. I am trying to prepare myself mentally for the treatment but finding it difficult as I feel my body keeps letting me down. I have never smoked, have tried to live a healthy lifetyle with diet and regular exercise and am not overweight. So I keep asking the question what else could I have done to reduce the risks. The only conclusion I can come to is it is in my genetic make up, as I have 4 sisters who have been diagnosed and treated for BC. None of us are Brach 1 or 2 so we have signed up to the Guy's Genome research project to try to identify whether we have a faulty gene. We won't get any answers if any for 2 years though. Rant over and feeling a little better. Thankyou for listening. Ann xx
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