Welcome MaggieMac, Sorry you had to join our group but like Carolyn has said. we are all her to offer support and advice whenever you need it. It is always good to share your thoughts and rants with people who really understand what you are going through and don't critisize or fob you off when problems that are real for you need addressing. I was diasgnosed with mets to pleura, lung and bones in September 2015 after being clear for 13 years and like you was devastated and couldn't come to terms with it initially. However once you are diagnosed you are swept along with investigations, treatment plans and appointments, your life is completely taken over it seems. A year on and with 2 attemps at oral chemo behind me neither of which unfortunately I tolerated very well so they were discontinued, but that was due to my genetic makeup, so please don't take that as the norm. I am now feeling well at the moment and now being maintained on hormone therapy. I know that everyone is different and so is our disease process and treatments but please keep positive and be kind to your self. Hugs Ann xx
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